REAL LIFE PLAYERS: Me & my brother, Jonie (I do not remember her mother's name.), David, Robert, Greta, Michelle (brothers & sisters) - Mother = Dolores, Darlene (cousin to the above) RIP Darlene - Mother = Joanne (sister to Dolores), Howard & Regina (brother and sister) - Mother = Helen
In silent recesses, I look back
Much of what I thought to be reality
And the horrors experienced during childhood
Have been confirmed
These were not things I made up
But through the eyes of a seven year-old
What is clarity?
Can one really remember the experience?
Sometimes I wonder if it was a nightmare as
Child abuse is unsettling
Yet it gives me peace knowing the gun was not pointed at me
The chains, belts, threats of murder, and repeated beatings
Look narrow in comparison
As she was not my mother
Only now have I been made aware of her illness
The woman at whose hands showed no mercy
Hated children
Why was she allowed to take in so many?
Why did one (Darlene) die at age two? (Actually, she was murdered by her mother and her mother's boyfriend.)
Perhaps she was spared
It is we the survivors who bear the inner scars
It is we who cannot explain to those who have not known
That which lies within and causes fear - 8/27/06
Sunday, August 27, 2006
The Perverse Poet
What madness instills itself within my mind
Posing threats to my very existence
Biting off sanity for lesser consequence
Thought wields a baton like a ceremonial majorette
Never ceasing it's march in down-trodden rhythm
It's loud stomping feet drown echoes
Of silence disturbed as unguarded
Willows weep and faceless flowers bow
Never again to seek the sun
Escaping...
Hatchways close and lock
Although the turning of the keys are visible
The visibility of hand escapes me
Corridors are excessive and confusing
Paths are continuous and forked
Tis not a bridle path, but more so a thorned row
Riddled with inescapable lash and backlash
Scarring and impregnating with brine pricks
Inflicting greater pain to soft tissue marred
Although squamous torn
In its depth it festers and oozes life - 8/27/06
Posing threats to my very existence
Biting off sanity for lesser consequence
Thought wields a baton like a ceremonial majorette
Never ceasing it's march in down-trodden rhythm
It's loud stomping feet drown echoes
Of silence disturbed as unguarded
Willows weep and faceless flowers bow
Never again to seek the sun
Escaping...
Hatchways close and lock
Although the turning of the keys are visible
The visibility of hand escapes me
Corridors are excessive and confusing
Paths are continuous and forked
Tis not a bridle path, but more so a thorned row
Riddled with inescapable lash and backlash
Scarring and impregnating with brine pricks
Inflicting greater pain to soft tissue marred
Although squamous torn
In its depth it festers and oozes life - 8/27/06
Hollow
Defined sadness dwells within and upon me
Like an anchor whose weight cannot be proportioned
To create a fine balance
Frustration and unfulfilled dreams
Leave me weary as I feel incapable of success
Not knowing that which I need to know
Drains me
And I am hollow
Maddening nature flee from me and rid me of my heart
Face burned by lava like tears etching stains
That cannot be removed
Nay the erosion cannot be seen by thee
Nor shall I allow that specter visibility
Attempts will be made to keep that which crashes like waves
Upon the barren shores
In a storm unlike no other
Contained within and not seeking refuge
Self-contempt lies at failure
As I do not see realization
My spirit dies in the hollow depths
Of my self-created hell - 8/27/06
Like an anchor whose weight cannot be proportioned
To create a fine balance
Frustration and unfulfilled dreams
Leave me weary as I feel incapable of success
Not knowing that which I need to know
Drains me
And I am hollow
Maddening nature flee from me and rid me of my heart
Face burned by lava like tears etching stains
That cannot be removed
Nay the erosion cannot be seen by thee
Nor shall I allow that specter visibility
Attempts will be made to keep that which crashes like waves
Upon the barren shores
In a storm unlike no other
Contained within and not seeking refuge
Self-contempt lies at failure
As I do not see realization
My spirit dies in the hollow depths
Of my self-created hell - 8/27/06
Friday, August 18, 2006
Complexity
Fire is something that burns
Being one of the four elements, fire possesses great power
It can be cleansing in that it creates new growth such as land sees after a volcano's eruption or
After a forest fire
However, the burning of desire for one stunts the growth for that of others
This is not seen as a bad thing
Yet what is it that puts this fire to rest? AND
Does it actually ever get put to rest?
Does one want it put to rest?
It is after all a driving force
Passion is a strong emotion
An emotion that defies quantitive measurement
Therefore, how does one express that which there are no words for?
Maybe some things defy expression and justification because they are what they are
Components of a being are quite complex
To say that one thing is liked above all else within someone
Does not quite overlook all that is connected to them
As the component is a fraction of the whole
Acceptance is made for part and parcel
Complexity may be frustrating to sort out, but one can have a blast trying
And yet never figure it out at all
It sounds like that is what can keep something very interesting
Ah the wonderful and never ending exploration of an individual and their vastness of mind
Arachne - 8/18/06
Being one of the four elements, fire possesses great power
It can be cleansing in that it creates new growth such as land sees after a volcano's eruption or
After a forest fire
However, the burning of desire for one stunts the growth for that of others
This is not seen as a bad thing
Yet what is it that puts this fire to rest? AND
Does it actually ever get put to rest?
Does one want it put to rest?
It is after all a driving force
Passion is a strong emotion
An emotion that defies quantitive measurement
Therefore, how does one express that which there are no words for?
Maybe some things defy expression and justification because they are what they are
Components of a being are quite complex
To say that one thing is liked above all else within someone
Does not quite overlook all that is connected to them
As the component is a fraction of the whole
Acceptance is made for part and parcel
Complexity may be frustrating to sort out, but one can have a blast trying
And yet never figure it out at all
It sounds like that is what can keep something very interesting
Ah the wonderful and never ending exploration of an individual and their vastness of mind
Arachne - 8/18/06
Monday, August 7, 2006
The Value of Human Life
How meaningful is our lives? What impact have we made and if an impact was made, who was affected by it? How many were affected by it? Can they be named? If we were to disappear off the plant, would we be missed and for how long? Can it be said that we have left something of ourselves behind? If so, what might that be? Would it be tangible or intangible? What is the value of human life? Who places the value on that life and what are its ceilings and floors? How would things differ if we had never been born? "It's A Wonderful Life" starring Jimmy Stewart gave us an example of a man who helped others and made a difference even though he did not view them as major works. How do our lives fair up in comparison? What have we done? What have we yet to do?
This is just a reflection of thought on what it will be like when we leave this world or what it would be like had we never been born. Who has taken a personal inventory here? If so what can you tell me? - August 7, 2006
This is just a reflection of thought on what it will be like when we leave this world or what it would be like had we never been born. Who has taken a personal inventory here? If so what can you tell me? - August 7, 2006
Sunday, August 6, 2006
Exploration of Skin
Lying on my side, I am in a dream
Yet his hands are felt as they touch my skin
Starting from my legs, he works his way upward
Although my mind is in a dream,
The touch is breaking trough and awakening me
Distantly, I hear moans escape from my throat
The longing for more is excessive
The need to be touched in secret places is greater
His strong hands has reach my hip and he rubs it sweetly
Slowly, his hands creep towards my tummy
The rubbing of my lower tummy
Causes me to roll onto my back
Allowing for greater exploration
Although totally conscious,
My eyes are closed and I await further exploration ~ 8/6/06
Yet his hands are felt as they touch my skin
Starting from my legs, he works his way upward
Although my mind is in a dream,
The touch is breaking trough and awakening me
Distantly, I hear moans escape from my throat
The longing for more is excessive
The need to be touched in secret places is greater
His strong hands has reach my hip and he rubs it sweetly
Slowly, his hands creep towards my tummy
The rubbing of my lower tummy
Causes me to roll onto my back
Allowing for greater exploration
Although totally conscious,
My eyes are closed and I await further exploration ~ 8/6/06
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Reflections:
Much to her dislike, she sits and stares off into the mirror looking past her own reflection as vanity does not become her. Had she bothered to view herself, she would have faced the frown lines made possible by timeless worry and the lines near her mouth indicating that she has smiled on more than one occasion. What is it then that she does not want to see? Is there something about her being that she does not like? She seems quite comfortable in her shell as she has worn it well.
Has her beauty been drained dry the harsh winds, intense heat, dirt of the day, and acid rain? The four elements of life have attacked and this bothers her not as it has made her a better person: a person she can live with. What bothers her most is that people read books from the outside first and then decide based on it’s cover if it is worth exploring. This is what she searches for past her reflection. She hopes that others will search past it as well. Call this an experiment to see if the superficial can be warded off and discarded like old clothes. The reality is that there is a possibility that she will be discarded like the rags of a beggar made rich. - 7/27/06
On men’s faces, character is added: on women’s faces it is a fading beauty.
Has her beauty been drained dry the harsh winds, intense heat, dirt of the day, and acid rain? The four elements of life have attacked and this bothers her not as it has made her a better person: a person she can live with. What bothers her most is that people read books from the outside first and then decide based on it’s cover if it is worth exploring. This is what she searches for past her reflection. She hopes that others will search past it as well. Call this an experiment to see if the superficial can be warded off and discarded like old clothes. The reality is that there is a possibility that she will be discarded like the rags of a beggar made rich. - 7/27/06
On men’s faces, character is added: on women’s faces it is a fading beauty.
Monday, July 24, 2006
YOUR PORTRAIT
I stare into your portrait and wonder
A million thoughts
Engulfed with many visions
Real and surreal
Do you really exist?
Or does my mind play tricks on me?
Is reality subjective or objective?
Although I search deeply
The color of your eyes escape me
It is not so much that thoughts are fleeting,
So much as it has not come to clarity
Lips sweetly together
Looking to be kissed gently
Perhaps kiss back roughly
As I think about your voice
And it’s soothing sound
I am captured without a fight - 7/24/06
A million thoughts
Engulfed with many visions
Real and surreal
Do you really exist?
Or does my mind play tricks on me?
Is reality subjective or objective?
Although I search deeply
The color of your eyes escape me
It is not so much that thoughts are fleeting,
So much as it has not come to clarity
Lips sweetly together
Looking to be kissed gently
Perhaps kiss back roughly
As I think about your voice
And it’s soothing sound
I am captured without a fight - 7/24/06
Friday, July 21, 2006
Possibilities:
Desire is that which drives us to do great things. For this reason, I will go to any length to achieve my goal(s). A goal was within reach on three occasions, and on three occasions, I reacted rather than acted. Thus, I wonder what would have happened upon action? As I cannot turn back the hands of time, I know that my next move is to ACT. This is being worked on at the moment and as soon as possible, I will be doing exactly what my little heart desires. I will turn intent in to action.
It seems that I am in a bizarre situation, but also one that seems to be reminiscent of a great past love. It is reminiscent in the fact that I did not give up on him despite many issues. One issue that drove me away from my past love for good was his heroin use. I am not saying that a LOVE presently exists, however, an interest does lie and that interest is being greatly driven by a desire to KNOW.
Every negative possibility is looked at and then turned into a positive possibility. When I adjust myself accordingly, I can twist anything into being so. Look at yourselves. Have you meet people from Myspace and has it ALWAYS turned out good? Some will say yes, no, and yes and no. Those that say no, I say to you...LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED from the experience. Knowledge gained at any level should be relished and appreciated as it adds to your being. Strength is built from the ground up. When you feel you are at your weakest point, you are actually at your strongest. How so? SURVIVAL! Your base instinct (or primal instinct) is to survive. As a result, you fight upon your weakness even if you are not aware of yourself doing so. If you are still here, you have survived that which has brought you down. Did it not add metal to your armor and make you stronger?
The adventure that I intend to make, come hell or high water, will serve two purposes.
1) My curiosity will be quenched at long last.
2) I will see if greater interest lies there.
As two people are involved, this is a two way street with two different sets of standards/values. What may be a standard/value to one, my not be a standard/value to the other. This pretty much goes for any relationship be it family, friend, or love.
With family and friends, physical attraction does not really come into play. It does come into play more so with love. As far as I am concerned, the mind is far more attractive than superficiality. Superficiality is just that...superficial. What happens then when the surface fades, what content of the package is now desirable? We all know that with age, accident(s), or illness(es) things do deteriorate and/or change. Therefore, when choosing a mate, is it not best to seek that which will still be available once the superficiality is morphed/changed? Isn’t depth better, i.e, contents?
Two people face possible acceptance/rejection. With acceptance on any level, there is harmony. Rejection is a bit different. How the rejection is handled is where negative possibilities can turn into positive possibilities. As common ground exists, there is a base to start with. The way I am viewing this, he will only be rejected if he is disrespectful. That is my standard/value.
As I cannot speak for him, I do not know what it is that will guide his evaluation of me. In the event I am rejected, for whatever reason, I have vowed to chalk it up to experience and have a good laugh...preferably with him. Also, I will have had the opportunity to travel and know another human being. Hey, maybe a long lasting friendship can evolve if nothing more. Those are the positive possibilities. Not too bad huh?
Again, as I can only speak for myself, anger and/or ill feelings will not exist. He is entitled to his own feelings and I will not force him to feel for me what he does not. This has to be a natural occurrence or it is doomed to failure.
When you go off on an adventure without expectations, you cannot be disappointed. - 7/21/06
It seems that I am in a bizarre situation, but also one that seems to be reminiscent of a great past love. It is reminiscent in the fact that I did not give up on him despite many issues. One issue that drove me away from my past love for good was his heroin use. I am not saying that a LOVE presently exists, however, an interest does lie and that interest is being greatly driven by a desire to KNOW.
Every negative possibility is looked at and then turned into a positive possibility. When I adjust myself accordingly, I can twist anything into being so. Look at yourselves. Have you meet people from Myspace and has it ALWAYS turned out good? Some will say yes, no, and yes and no. Those that say no, I say to you...LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED from the experience. Knowledge gained at any level should be relished and appreciated as it adds to your being. Strength is built from the ground up. When you feel you are at your weakest point, you are actually at your strongest. How so? SURVIVAL! Your base instinct (or primal instinct) is to survive. As a result, you fight upon your weakness even if you are not aware of yourself doing so. If you are still here, you have survived that which has brought you down. Did it not add metal to your armor and make you stronger?
The adventure that I intend to make, come hell or high water, will serve two purposes.
1) My curiosity will be quenched at long last.
2) I will see if greater interest lies there.
As two people are involved, this is a two way street with two different sets of standards/values. What may be a standard/value to one, my not be a standard/value to the other. This pretty much goes for any relationship be it family, friend, or love.
With family and friends, physical attraction does not really come into play. It does come into play more so with love. As far as I am concerned, the mind is far more attractive than superficiality. Superficiality is just that...superficial. What happens then when the surface fades, what content of the package is now desirable? We all know that with age, accident(s), or illness(es) things do deteriorate and/or change. Therefore, when choosing a mate, is it not best to seek that which will still be available once the superficiality is morphed/changed? Isn’t depth better, i.e, contents?
Two people face possible acceptance/rejection. With acceptance on any level, there is harmony. Rejection is a bit different. How the rejection is handled is where negative possibilities can turn into positive possibilities. As common ground exists, there is a base to start with. The way I am viewing this, he will only be rejected if he is disrespectful. That is my standard/value.
As I cannot speak for him, I do not know what it is that will guide his evaluation of me. In the event I am rejected, for whatever reason, I have vowed to chalk it up to experience and have a good laugh...preferably with him. Also, I will have had the opportunity to travel and know another human being. Hey, maybe a long lasting friendship can evolve if nothing more. Those are the positive possibilities. Not too bad huh?
Again, as I can only speak for myself, anger and/or ill feelings will not exist. He is entitled to his own feelings and I will not force him to feel for me what he does not. This has to be a natural occurrence or it is doomed to failure.
When you go off on an adventure without expectations, you cannot be disappointed. - 7/21/06
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Creaming My Jeans
Being horny is an abundant feeling of mine which has no boundaries or time limitations. However, self-satisfaction is getting old and this energizer bunny is damn tired of it. That being the case, I am actively seeking a mate drawing upon my utmost resources and using my ferocious nature. I will get my justice and my satisfaction one way or the other. That being said, WOE to HE who lays with me!!! His job will not be part-time nor seasonal. It is a full-time position which requires a great deal of attention and commitment. Please feel free to see the requirements noted on Myspace. Applications are now being accepted, however, the personnel office is temporarily closed (due to maintenance). Please see the receptionist.
I may be an old bitch, but I have lots of life left in me! ~ 7/20/06
I may be an old bitch, but I have lots of life left in me! ~ 7/20/06
Tuesday, July 4, 2006
A Shadow of Man
Amidst the midday a shadow is not cast
Yet lo, like the hand of a sundial, we do reflect the time
Our time
Askew at the first hour
And more so on the fourth
All is but a shadow
However, this shadow does bear semblance to its originator
Be they wide or narrow
Short or tall
One cannot tell one from the other
Lest they stand side by side
Then who is to judge the accuracy
Of that which is cast? - 7/4/06
Yet lo, like the hand of a sundial, we do reflect the time
Our time
Askew at the first hour
And more so on the fourth
All is but a shadow
However, this shadow does bear semblance to its originator
Be they wide or narrow
Short or tall
One cannot tell one from the other
Lest they stand side by side
Then who is to judge the accuracy
Of that which is cast? - 7/4/06
Saturday, July 1, 2006
An Ill request
Tis of a crooked night to save or borrow
That which means naught to sorrow
But left in destiny's hands
Ill, grave, wayward sadness
Marked upon my knitted brow
That which rhymes
Starved in pitied lights from near hearth
Spangled and withering
Left to dangle of idle husbandry
This will not find room in memory
But be spared time to wallow in gallantry
Take this dagger and lay it upon my heart
And spare me no recourse
As the cock will crow on the morrow - July 1, 2006
That which means naught to sorrow
But left in destiny's hands
Ill, grave, wayward sadness
Marked upon my knitted brow
That which rhymes
Starved in pitied lights from near hearth
Spangled and withering
Left to dangle of idle husbandry
This will not find room in memory
But be spared time to wallow in gallantry
Take this dagger and lay it upon my heart
And spare me no recourse
As the cock will crow on the morrow - July 1, 2006
SLEEPLESS EVE
SLEEPLESS EVE
Silly woman, dost thou think thou hast strength?
That which thou air is but a farce
Weak kneed is what thou art
Examine thyself and expose thyself
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Oh heart of mine
Why dost thou long for him?
He who is so distant
Tis months now that this hath be
And the longing is worse
Aye, thou hast attempted to put him aside
Time and time again
Blocking thought at every opportunity
Yet time always brings thee back to him
Why can’st thou shake this feeling?
What draws thee?
Thou hast lost the chess match
Twas self-defeating in nature
Now my strength wanes in this ordeal
Oh magnet of my heart
Attach thyself upon him
Go swiftly
And finally become one
The coldness of my sheets requires warmth
But whilst thou settle for warmth or seek fire?
He hast captured my mind
And thus has ignited me
Passion is my fire
Nay, time hast not run out
Thou art not dead yet nor is he
You must go to him
Quench this loneliness in the fountain of hope and desire
If in calculation thou hast erred,
Tis only a fool I will be
If grounded by cautiousness,
Thou whilst make me sorrowful
Oh heart lie down and rest and my let heals take flight
There may be gladness at the end of the road - 7/1/06
Silly woman, dost thou think thou hast strength?
That which thou air is but a farce
Weak kneed is what thou art
Examine thyself and expose thyself
------------------------------------------------------
Oh heart of mine
Why dost thou long for him?
He who is so distant
Tis months now that this hath be
And the longing is worse
Aye, thou hast attempted to put him aside
Time and time again
Blocking thought at every opportunity
Yet time always brings thee back to him
Why can’st thou shake this feeling?
What draws thee?
Thou hast lost the chess match
Twas self-defeating in nature
Now my strength wanes in this ordeal
Oh magnet of my heart
Attach thyself upon him
Go swiftly
And finally become one
The coldness of my sheets requires warmth
But whilst thou settle for warmth or seek fire?
He hast captured my mind
And thus has ignited me
Passion is my fire
Nay, time hast not run out
Thou art not dead yet nor is he
You must go to him
Quench this loneliness in the fountain of hope and desire
If in calculation thou hast erred,
Tis only a fool I will be
If grounded by cautiousness,
Thou whilst make me sorrowful
Oh heart lie down and rest and my let heals take flight
There may be gladness at the end of the road - 7/1/06
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Waking Thoughts
My thoughts upon waking:
Sometimes a dream can cause one to sit upright in bed gasping for breath. This was so this morning. Alas, what is causing my distress?
Standing alone on a cobble stone street
I stare at the black leather faces of my shoes
And view their void eyes save for laces
My skirts have not hidden these
What hides beneath cloak, cloth, and skin
Is an essence too strong to jar
Be it capture or shock
Tis weak to my knowing
Yet not so to the unassuming
Who goes there!
Whose eyes have glanced here?
Hark! the break of silent darkness!
In the distance, my ride can be heard
Clickety clack goes the hoofs of the black drawn carriage
All is illuminated by the waxing moon
Sight of shining wetness of a rain gone by
Is reflective and drawing
A puddle does make for a good looking-glass
Yet the subject is unwilling to see her portrait
But see it she does
Where is the horseman? - June 29, 2006
Sometimes a dream can cause one to sit upright in bed gasping for breath. This was so this morning. Alas, what is causing my distress?
Standing alone on a cobble stone street
I stare at the black leather faces of my shoes
And view their void eyes save for laces
My skirts have not hidden these
What hides beneath cloak, cloth, and skin
Is an essence too strong to jar
Be it capture or shock
Tis weak to my knowing
Yet not so to the unassuming
Who goes there!
Whose eyes have glanced here?
Hark! the break of silent darkness!
In the distance, my ride can be heard
Clickety clack goes the hoofs of the black drawn carriage
All is illuminated by the waxing moon
Sight of shining wetness of a rain gone by
Is reflective and drawing
A puddle does make for a good looking-glass
Yet the subject is unwilling to see her portrait
But see it she does
Where is the horseman? - June 29, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
Dumb Ass
What is wrong with getting in touch with one's sexuality? NOTHING is wrong with it. To those who find sex offensive, I say CLIMB UP A CHICKEN'S ASS AND WAIT as that may be the only way for you to get your righteous dumb ass laid. As for me, I make my sexuality visible for all to see, however who is paying attention?
Speaking of attention and getting laid:
Yesterday, some butt munch noticed my e-mail was posted in my blog "DEAR SENATOR CLINTON" and he decided to contact me. As usual, I gave the sucker a run for his money. As a brain was lacking, he was sexually chasing his tail. When I tired of his stupidity (a whole two minutes), he was deleted and blocked.
ATTENTION MEN:
If you are looking to get anywhere with a woman who has a mind, do be more creative than to ask questions like:
What are you wearing?
Do you wanna fuck?
Can I see you on cam?
Had that moron read my letter to Clinton he would have seen past my hotmail addy and glimpsed my persona. I guess his dim witted mind could not comprehend the data so he skipped it.
All in all, I must congratulate him on being the first to bite the bait. That addy was put there on purpose for such a fishing expedition as I wanted to see who would see it and act upon it. There is rhyme to my reason and method to my madness.
Let's see who else will show up on my doorstep and let's see how many leave intact. Do I have a heart? Of course I do. However, I have no tolerance for individuals who have the ability to acquire knowledge and use it and yet do not do so. There! That is off my chest.
BTW, two pages have been completed on my master's proposal. Weeeeee I am happy as I am getting there. ~ June 23, 2006
Speaking of attention and getting laid:
Yesterday, some butt munch noticed my e-mail was posted in my blog "DEAR SENATOR CLINTON" and he decided to contact me. As usual, I gave the sucker a run for his money. As a brain was lacking, he was sexually chasing his tail. When I tired of his stupidity (a whole two minutes), he was deleted and blocked.
ATTENTION MEN:
If you are looking to get anywhere with a woman who has a mind, do be more creative than to ask questions like:
What are you wearing?
Do you wanna fuck?
Can I see you on cam?
Had that moron read my letter to Clinton he would have seen past my hotmail addy and glimpsed my persona. I guess his dim witted mind could not comprehend the data so he skipped it.
All in all, I must congratulate him on being the first to bite the bait. That addy was put there on purpose for such a fishing expedition as I wanted to see who would see it and act upon it. There is rhyme to my reason and method to my madness.
Let's see who else will show up on my doorstep and let's see how many leave intact. Do I have a heart? Of course I do. However, I have no tolerance for individuals who have the ability to acquire knowledge and use it and yet do not do so. There! That is off my chest.
BTW, two pages have been completed on my master's proposal. Weeeeee I am happy as I am getting there. ~ June 23, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
Great Writers of Myspace
Kudos go out to all friends on MYSPACE who are writers. I can't thank you enough for creating the lovely pictures you do.
Readers who fail to put themselves into your work are truly missing something exceptional. It is okay if they are totally out of the ball park with a work. Perhaps they do not intertwine or interpret your work, correctly, however, a feeling elicited is a feeling had. You will find feeling reflective in your comments. Know that you have stuck a home run at that point as those that thought about your work will comment accordingly, those that did not...won't.
What is life without commercials? Here is mine: PlEaSe ChEcK oUt My FrIeNdS aS tHeY aRe AbSoLuTeLy GrEaT! aDd ThEm AnD tAlK tO tHeM fReQuEnTlY! ThANk YoU! Do ShOp HeRe AgAiN!
BTW: My friends who are not writers still have excellent sites and they should be read. KNOW THEM! Don't just do an overview of the aesthetics...take a deep look and you will find humanity!
Are we having fun in toon town yet? ~ 6/19/06
Readers who fail to put themselves into your work are truly missing something exceptional. It is okay if they are totally out of the ball park with a work. Perhaps they do not intertwine or interpret your work, correctly, however, a feeling elicited is a feeling had. You will find feeling reflective in your comments. Know that you have stuck a home run at that point as those that thought about your work will comment accordingly, those that did not...won't.
What is life without commercials? Here is mine: PlEaSe ChEcK oUt My FrIeNdS aS tHeY aRe AbSoLuTeLy GrEaT! aDd ThEm AnD tAlK tO tHeM fReQuEnTlY! ThANk YoU! Do ShOp HeRe AgAiN!
BTW: My friends who are not writers still have excellent sites and they should be read. KNOW THEM! Don't just do an overview of the aesthetics...take a deep look and you will find humanity!
Are we having fun in toon town yet? ~ 6/19/06
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Want Ad 6/18/06
WANT AD 6-18-06
SEEKING - INDIVIDUALS who are articulate with a background in History, Philosophy, Art, Politics, Psychology, Sociology. Science, Literature, Law, Criminal Justice, Computers, Life, Business, Economics, Freedom, Cooking, Activism, City Life, Strife, The Great Outdoors, Equality, Tolerance, Guidance, Reason, Critical Thinking, Analysis, Logic, Sexuality, Antiques, B&D/S&M, Music, Biking, Human Rights, Domination, Research, Social Consciousness and Reform, Justice, Humor, and Camping. Is this YOU?
If you fit the above requirements, please feel free to e-mail my here on MySpace. If you don't fit the requirements, feel free to inquire anyway as you just may be interesting.
SEEKING - INDIVIDUALS who are articulate with a background in History, Philosophy, Art, Politics, Psychology, Sociology. Science, Literature, Law, Criminal Justice, Computers, Life, Business, Economics, Freedom, Cooking, Activism, City Life, Strife, The Great Outdoors, Equality, Tolerance, Guidance, Reason, Critical Thinking, Analysis, Logic, Sexuality, Antiques, B&D/S&M, Music, Biking, Human Rights, Domination, Research, Social Consciousness and Reform, Justice, Humor, and Camping. Is this YOU?
If you fit the above requirements, please feel free to e-mail my here on MySpace. If you don't fit the requirements, feel free to inquire anyway as you just may be interesting.
Friday, June 16, 2006
Microsoft
In it's EXTREME effort to ensure that the customer is a recognized individual and that they are a recognized company, MICROSOFT will repeat your name and their name to the point of sickness.
Technical Specialist Prichart, although a lovely individual who likes the problem solving aspect of his job (I know this as I asked him what he likes about working for MICROSOFT.), was quite annoying with his CONSTANT repetition. After a couple of rounds, I said:
Look Prichart, I know you work for Microsoft and I know you know my name so let's cut the crap. I know they tell you to repeat, but honestly it does not make me feel important. Instead, it is annoying the hell out of me and it feels like you are talking down to me.
After the above was stated, I was referred to as ma'am. This was too damn funny! When the problem was finally resolved, Prichart forwarded my call to his supervisor who pulled the same crap. He too was told off.
In the end, I did rate MICROSOFT 10 on service, but suggested that they cease their annoying repetition of names. I think any individual can keep track of their name as well as that of MICROSOFT!
Satisfied but annoyed customer. ~ 6/16/06
Technical Specialist Prichart, although a lovely individual who likes the problem solving aspect of his job (I know this as I asked him what he likes about working for MICROSOFT.), was quite annoying with his CONSTANT repetition. After a couple of rounds, I said:
Look Prichart, I know you work for Microsoft and I know you know my name so let's cut the crap. I know they tell you to repeat, but honestly it does not make me feel important. Instead, it is annoying the hell out of me and it feels like you are talking down to me.
After the above was stated, I was referred to as ma'am. This was too damn funny! When the problem was finally resolved, Prichart forwarded my call to his supervisor who pulled the same crap. He too was told off.
In the end, I did rate MICROSOFT 10 on service, but suggested that they cease their annoying repetition of names. I think any individual can keep track of their name as well as that of MICROSOFT!
Satisfied but annoyed customer. ~ 6/16/06
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Warfare in the Shower - CUMMING CLEAN
Expecting something cool can sometimes turn into something quite hot. For instance, maybe many of you take your shower for granted. A scrub-a-dub-dub without three men in a tub. Take your beloved shower and turn it into a tool of power. BTW, if you do this experiment, make sure that you have adequate time (take an extra 1/2 hour) as you will find this a cleansing experience. Please envision this:
You are lifting the shower-head from its resting place and staring into its dotted silver face wondering which level to go to. As you experiment, you will find that by turning the head on this dial-o-matic baby you can create a steady pulsating stream of wonderful warm water. Take this down a notch to lower regions and lavish yourself with water and imagination. Of course this brings about moans of pleasure, strong multiple-orgasm contractions, and an empty hot water tank. You are going to love it! Satisfaction guaranteed. Please DO TRY this at home by yourself or with a friend(s). This may be done elsewhere as well as long as the head is removable and has dial-up! - 6/15/06
You are lifting the shower-head from its resting place and staring into its dotted silver face wondering which level to go to. As you experiment, you will find that by turning the head on this dial-o-matic baby you can create a steady pulsating stream of wonderful warm water. Take this down a notch to lower regions and lavish yourself with water and imagination. Of course this brings about moans of pleasure, strong multiple-orgasm contractions, and an empty hot water tank. You are going to love it! Satisfaction guaranteed. Please DO TRY this at home by yourself or with a friend(s). This may be done elsewhere as well as long as the head is removable and has dial-up! - 6/15/06
The Graduate
I always wanted to share information about the school from which I graduated. To me, Wikipedia sums it all up in a nutshell. Please do check out Goddard as it is a fine institution of great learning as they ALLOW freedom of thought. You can visit Goddard at: http://www.goddard.edu/
That which is strived for CAN and WILL be OBTAINED by those who reach.... ~ Arachne
Goddard College is a private college located in Plainfield, Vermont that grants BA and MA and MFA degrees. It uses a self-directed, mentored system of intensive residencies in Plainfield or Port Townsend, Washington. Residencies require the student's attendance every six months for approximately nine days, during which the student engages in a variety of activities and lectures from the early morning until quite late in the evening.
For many years, Goddard College had an onsite bachelor's degree program, but this was disbanded in 2002. Since then, the BA is also a limited residency program.
Although governance of the college has always been communitarian, Dr. Mark Schulman has been its president since 2003. The history of Goddard has been tumultuous, like many Free Schools (SEE: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_school) practicing the pedagogical theories of educators like John Dewey. Though many free schools have ceased to exist, Goddard remains alive, well, and unusual, still promoting education as a process of self-discovery in which the learner is firmly in charge. Accordingly, while Goddard is not for everyone, it has been, and continues to be, a home for creative, persistent, and self-directed students.
Goddard is also home to a public radio station that serves central Vermont, WGDR, 91.1 FM.
Famous graduates or former students of the school include actor William H. Macy; writer and director David Mamet; writer Piers Anthony; free jazz saxophonist Archie Shepp; Trey Anastasio, Jon Fishman, and Page McConnell of the improvisational rock band Phish; cartoonist Larry Feign (creator of the comic strip The World of Lily Wong); and jailed journalist and political activist Mumia Abu-Jamal.
During the late 1960s and early 1970s, Goddard College was a mecca for politically astute, highly intelligent students. The students at Goddard were among the most active and influential students to organize and speak out in opposition to the Vietnam War.
Wikipedia Addy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goddard_College
LITTLE NOTE: Does anyone remember ABBIE HOFFMAN the radical? His hideout was GODDARD! You may ask if I am a REBEL and I will tell you: YES ~ Arachne - 6/15/05
That which is strived for CAN and WILL be OBTAINED by those who reach.... ~ Arachne
Goddard College is a private college located in Plainfield, Vermont that grants BA and MA and MFA degrees. It uses a self-directed, mentored system of intensive residencies in Plainfield or Port Townsend, Washington. Residencies require the student's attendance every six months for approximately nine days, during which the student engages in a variety of activities and lectures from the early morning until quite late in the evening.
For many years, Goddard College had an onsite bachelor's degree program, but this was disbanded in 2002. Since then, the BA is also a limited residency program.
Although governance of the college has always been communitarian, Dr. Mark Schulman has been its president since 2003. The history of Goddard has been tumultuous, like many Free Schools (SEE: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_school) practicing the pedagogical theories of educators like John Dewey. Though many free schools have ceased to exist, Goddard remains alive, well, and unusual, still promoting education as a process of self-discovery in which the learner is firmly in charge. Accordingly, while Goddard is not for everyone, it has been, and continues to be, a home for creative, persistent, and self-directed students.
Goddard is also home to a public radio station that serves central Vermont, WGDR, 91.1 FM.
Famous graduates or former students of the school include actor William H. Macy; writer and director David Mamet; writer Piers Anthony; free jazz saxophonist Archie Shepp; Trey Anastasio, Jon Fishman, and Page McConnell of the improvisational rock band Phish; cartoonist Larry Feign (creator of the comic strip The World of Lily Wong); and jailed journalist and political activist Mumia Abu-Jamal.
During the late 1960s and early 1970s, Goddard College was a mecca for politically astute, highly intelligent students. The students at Goddard were among the most active and influential students to organize and speak out in opposition to the Vietnam War.
Wikipedia Addy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goddard_College
LITTLE NOTE: Does anyone remember ABBIE HOFFMAN the radical? His hideout was GODDARD! You may ask if I am a REBEL and I will tell you: YES ~ Arachne - 6/15/05
Inspiration for Reason
EDITED as original post was on June 14.
This post is meant to provoke thought about what one can achieve if one can reason and aspire within him/herself. Bear in mind that I do not support the all the methods used to obtain power by those individuals who are quoted. However, their words do promote power of self rule which can be accomplished through positive thinking. ~ Arachne
I am in the back seat of the car jumping up and down with anticipation of getting there wherever there might me. - Arachne - Inspired by an old owl!
While looking up some words I had laying around, I came upon the most beautiful site. Being a sharing person, I want to share these words of inspiration. Hopefully, one or two will hit your heart. <3
Vi Veri Vniversum Vivus Vici "By the force of truth, I, while living, have conquered the Universe" -- Crowley's motto as a Master of the Temple.
Meanwhile, I want to know EVERYTHING, and cannot imagine any of our intellectual descendants being satisfied with anything less. Compared to them, I'll wager, my most extreme lusts for understanding are paltry indeed. That's why they'll take over the universe, and almost desperately make copies of themselves and coerce all matter to support calculation---and MORE than mere calculation: wonderful wonderful wonderful experience. -- Lee Corbin
I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time. -- Jack London
Ah, Love! could thou and I with Fate conspire
To grasp this sorry Scheme of Things entire,
Would not we shatter it to bits -- and then
Re-mould it nearer to the Heart's Desire! -- Omar Khayyam, The Rubaiyat, Edward J. FitzGerald transl
Greek myths are heroic, noble and tragic; but the American Dream is heroic, comical, and uplifting. Americans are a people in whom overweening ambition is rewarded, not punished. The Wright Brothers did not have their wings melt when they flew too high. Perhaps their wings were more soundly built than those of Icarus. -- John C. Wright
Transire suum pectus mundoque potiri "To transcend one's spirit and to take hold of (to master) the world." -- the Fields medal
But should the domain of man appear small, pathetic and full of strife, in contrast with the preceding remote vastness? Of all people, Beethoven must have known with terrible immediacy the human mind's need for heroism if it is to face the staggering fact of its own creation.
It can truly be said that the Ninth is the product of an imagination possible to few at first hand, but, through them, available to many. Such creative power can produce reactions of exaltation and despair. The latter is a common romantic response, but the former is more realistic in its realization that man is the only being that can sustain such feats. And even if the creative impulse reaches self-defeating limits, it is itself as marvelous as the infinities that defeat it. But defeat can lead to despair, and here the highest type of heroism must be summoned: when man reels from the impact of his own imagination, let him wonder at the very powers with which he is able to stagger himself! Beethoven says in effect: The visions of the first two movements seem to reduce man to the size of a microbe; but a man conceived them -- so let us all rejoice in our own potentialities." -- Robert Simpson
At the Village Pizza shop, as they were sitting down to consume a pepperoni, Dorothy asked Jim, "So what other inventions are you working on?" Jim replied, "I've got a new idea, but it's really evolutionary. Literally REVOLUTIONARY." "Okay, Jim, which government are you planning to overthrow?," she asked, playing along. "All of them," answered Jim. -- Jim Bell, Assassination Politics
The distance between insanity and genius is measured only by success. --Elliot Carver
Some people call it megalomania, I call it healthy self-esteem. discwuzit@yahoo.comdrashner1
I remember when I first learned the word "omniscient". I thought that was a reasonable goal to aim for. Samatha Atkins
All we have to dare to do is throw away the old and difficult and embrace what's new and difficult and wonderful! ~ White Mars, Brian Aldiss and Roger Penrose
Our own grandchildren may demonstrate that--sometimes--Gigantic is Beautiful. -- Arthur C. Clarke
John F. Kennedy, speech at The American University, Washington, D.C., June 10, 1963: "Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man. And man can be as big as he wants. No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings."
Don't try to be rich, try to be God. -- Thomas Scott Painter
No one can predict to what heights you can soar.
Even you will not know until you spread your wings.
Our aspirations are our possibilities. "A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects." - - R.A. Heinlein
People always find it easier to be a result of the past rather than a cause of the future. "History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it." - - Sir Winston Churchill
Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great." -Mark Twain
To make a great dream come true, you must first have a great dream. --Dr. Hans Selye
We move because we hate the idea of standing still. We create because we want something new in our life. We take the next step because we want to rise above. This is our mission, this is our passion. --Daewoo
Unless you try to do something beyond what you have mastered, you will never grow. ~ C.R. Lawton ~
I am responsible only to God and history. --Francisco Franco
We're mortal. which is to say, we're ignorant, stupid, and sinful - but those are only handicaps. Our pride is that nevertheless, now and then, we do our best. A few times we succeed. What more dare we ask for? --Ensign Flandry
Mediocrity is not an option! -Alonzo The Great
Perfection is our goal. Excellence will be tolerated. - TQM Motto from the International Association of Business Communication
The childhood shows the man As morning shows the day. Be famous then By wisdom; as thy empire must extend, So let extend thy mind o'er all the world. ~ John Milton, Paradise Regained
Your attitude determines your altitude.
You and I - we're dedicated to being better than the "average Joe." We're dedicated to constant improvement. The Japanese call this "Kaizen." In more ways than one, this is what bodybuilding is all about: always moving forward. -- Bill Phillips, Muscle Media
"...no matter how far we go into the future, there will always be new things happening, new technologies coming in, new worlds to explore, a constantly expanding domain of life, consciousness, and memory"
"I think I have shown that there are good scientific reasons for taking seriously the possibility that life and intelligence can succeed in molding this universe of ours to their own purposes." --Freeman Dyson
You cannot achieve the impossible without attempting the absurd.
"Your ambitions are bigger than life" "Of course. They must be. They encompass it." Bruce Sterling, Schismatrix
``We're always playing God. Even curing disease is playing God -- it's interfering with nature. We've been playing God since we invented the plow.'' --Jeffrey Reiman, philosophy professor, American University.
Filosoferna har nojt sig med att forklara varlden pa olika satt. Uppgiften ar att forandra den. --Karl Marx
Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire. -- Orison S. Marder
There is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul. -- From The Poem "Will" By Ella Wheeler Wilcox
If you can dream it, you can do it. -- Walt Disney
Nothing is too high for the daring of mortals: we storm heaven itself in our folly. -- Horace (65-8 B.C.)
Sikta mot stjärnorna, s hamnar du i alla fall n gon stans där emellan
"Where there is no vision, the people perish." --Proverbs 29:18
Too low they build, who build beneath the stars.
"All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act out their dream with open eyes, to make it possible." --T.E. Lawrence, Seven Pillars of Wisdom
It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dreams of yesterday are the hopes of today, and the realities of tomorrow. Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure...than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat. -- Theodore Roosevelt
The price to be paid for certainty of vision is the compulsion, or sense of cosmic obligation, to translate vision into action and share it with others. -- T. Kun
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not something to be worked for, but rather something to be achieved." -- William Jennings Bryant
"Here's to the future to the dreams of youth It's not much I'm asking if you want the truth I want it all I want it all and I want it NOW!" "I want it all", Queen
"I am content, but I can never be fulfilled. No living creature ever can be; and that is the real miracle of life." Demeter Mother, "Harvest of Stars" -- by Poul Anderson
THIS IS THE CREDITED SITE: http://www.nada.kth.se/~asa/Quotes/ambition
Listening to THE REASON by Hoobastank
I am not a perfect person - There’s many things I wish I didn’t do, But I continue learning - I never meant to do those things to you - And so I have to say before I go...That I just want you to know - I found a reason for me - To change you while you still be - A reason to start over new - And the reason is you... Hoobastank ~ 6/15/06
This post is meant to provoke thought about what one can achieve if one can reason and aspire within him/herself. Bear in mind that I do not support the all the methods used to obtain power by those individuals who are quoted. However, their words do promote power of self rule which can be accomplished through positive thinking. ~ Arachne
I am in the back seat of the car jumping up and down with anticipation of getting there wherever there might me. - Arachne - Inspired by an old owl!
While looking up some words I had laying around, I came upon the most beautiful site. Being a sharing person, I want to share these words of inspiration. Hopefully, one or two will hit your heart. <3
Vi Veri Vniversum Vivus Vici "By the force of truth, I, while living, have conquered the Universe" -- Crowley's motto as a Master of the Temple.
Meanwhile, I want to know EVERYTHING, and cannot imagine any of our intellectual descendants being satisfied with anything less. Compared to them, I'll wager, my most extreme lusts for understanding are paltry indeed. That's why they'll take over the universe, and almost desperately make copies of themselves and coerce all matter to support calculation---and MORE than mere calculation: wonderful wonderful wonderful experience. -- Lee Corbin
I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time. -- Jack London
Ah, Love! could thou and I with Fate conspire
To grasp this sorry Scheme of Things entire,
Would not we shatter it to bits -- and then
Re-mould it nearer to the Heart's Desire! -- Omar Khayyam, The Rubaiyat, Edward J. FitzGerald transl
Greek myths are heroic, noble and tragic; but the American Dream is heroic, comical, and uplifting. Americans are a people in whom overweening ambition is rewarded, not punished. The Wright Brothers did not have their wings melt when they flew too high. Perhaps their wings were more soundly built than those of Icarus. -- John C. Wright
Transire suum pectus mundoque potiri "To transcend one's spirit and to take hold of (to master) the world." -- the Fields medal
But should the domain of man appear small, pathetic and full of strife, in contrast with the preceding remote vastness? Of all people, Beethoven must have known with terrible immediacy the human mind's need for heroism if it is to face the staggering fact of its own creation.
It can truly be said that the Ninth is the product of an imagination possible to few at first hand, but, through them, available to many. Such creative power can produce reactions of exaltation and despair. The latter is a common romantic response, but the former is more realistic in its realization that man is the only being that can sustain such feats. And even if the creative impulse reaches self-defeating limits, it is itself as marvelous as the infinities that defeat it. But defeat can lead to despair, and here the highest type of heroism must be summoned: when man reels from the impact of his own imagination, let him wonder at the very powers with which he is able to stagger himself! Beethoven says in effect: The visions of the first two movements seem to reduce man to the size of a microbe; but a man conceived them -- so let us all rejoice in our own potentialities." -- Robert Simpson
At the Village Pizza shop, as they were sitting down to consume a pepperoni, Dorothy asked Jim, "So what other inventions are you working on?" Jim replied, "I've got a new idea, but it's really evolutionary. Literally REVOLUTIONARY." "Okay, Jim, which government are you planning to overthrow?," she asked, playing along. "All of them," answered Jim. -- Jim Bell, Assassination Politics
The distance between insanity and genius is measured only by success. --Elliot Carver
Some people call it megalomania, I call it healthy self-esteem. discwuzit@yahoo.comdrashner1
I remember when I first learned the word "omniscient". I thought that was a reasonable goal to aim for. Samatha Atkins
All we have to dare to do is throw away the old and difficult and embrace what's new and difficult and wonderful! ~ White Mars, Brian Aldiss and Roger Penrose
Our own grandchildren may demonstrate that--sometimes--Gigantic is Beautiful. -- Arthur C. Clarke
John F. Kennedy, speech at The American University, Washington, D.C., June 10, 1963: "Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man. And man can be as big as he wants. No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings."
Don't try to be rich, try to be God. -- Thomas Scott Painter
No one can predict to what heights you can soar.
Even you will not know until you spread your wings.
Our aspirations are our possibilities. "A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects." - - R.A. Heinlein
People always find it easier to be a result of the past rather than a cause of the future. "History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it." - - Sir Winston Churchill
Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great." -Mark Twain
To make a great dream come true, you must first have a great dream. --Dr. Hans Selye
We move because we hate the idea of standing still. We create because we want something new in our life. We take the next step because we want to rise above. This is our mission, this is our passion. --Daewoo
Unless you try to do something beyond what you have mastered, you will never grow. ~ C.R. Lawton ~
I am responsible only to God and history. --Francisco Franco
We're mortal. which is to say, we're ignorant, stupid, and sinful - but those are only handicaps. Our pride is that nevertheless, now and then, we do our best. A few times we succeed. What more dare we ask for? --Ensign Flandry
Mediocrity is not an option! -Alonzo The Great
Perfection is our goal. Excellence will be tolerated. - TQM Motto from the International Association of Business Communication
The childhood shows the man As morning shows the day. Be famous then By wisdom; as thy empire must extend, So let extend thy mind o'er all the world. ~ John Milton, Paradise Regained
Your attitude determines your altitude.
You and I - we're dedicated to being better than the "average Joe." We're dedicated to constant improvement. The Japanese call this "Kaizen." In more ways than one, this is what bodybuilding is all about: always moving forward. -- Bill Phillips, Muscle Media
"...no matter how far we go into the future, there will always be new things happening, new technologies coming in, new worlds to explore, a constantly expanding domain of life, consciousness, and memory"
"I think I have shown that there are good scientific reasons for taking seriously the possibility that life and intelligence can succeed in molding this universe of ours to their own purposes." --Freeman Dyson
You cannot achieve the impossible without attempting the absurd.
"Your ambitions are bigger than life" "Of course. They must be. They encompass it." Bruce Sterling, Schismatrix
``We're always playing God. Even curing disease is playing God -- it's interfering with nature. We've been playing God since we invented the plow.'' --Jeffrey Reiman, philosophy professor, American University.
Filosoferna har nojt sig med att forklara varlden pa olika satt. Uppgiften ar att forandra den. --Karl Marx
Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire. -- Orison S. Marder
There is no chance, no destiny, no fate, that can circumvent or hinder or control the firm resolve of a determined soul. -- From The Poem "Will" By Ella Wheeler Wilcox
If you can dream it, you can do it. -- Walt Disney
Nothing is too high for the daring of mortals: we storm heaven itself in our folly. -- Horace (65-8 B.C.)
Sikta mot stjärnorna, s hamnar du i alla fall n gon stans där emellan
"Where there is no vision, the people perish." --Proverbs 29:18
Too low they build, who build beneath the stars.
"All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act out their dream with open eyes, to make it possible." --T.E. Lawrence, Seven Pillars of Wisdom
It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dreams of yesterday are the hopes of today, and the realities of tomorrow. Far better is it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure...than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat. -- Theodore Roosevelt
The price to be paid for certainty of vision is the compulsion, or sense of cosmic obligation, to translate vision into action and share it with others. -- T. Kun
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not something to be worked for, but rather something to be achieved." -- William Jennings Bryant
"Here's to the future to the dreams of youth It's not much I'm asking if you want the truth I want it all I want it all and I want it NOW!" "I want it all", Queen
"I am content, but I can never be fulfilled. No living creature ever can be; and that is the real miracle of life." Demeter Mother, "Harvest of Stars" -- by Poul Anderson
THIS IS THE CREDITED SITE: http://www.nada.kth.se/~asa/Quotes/ambition
Listening to THE REASON by Hoobastank
I am not a perfect person - There’s many things I wish I didn’t do, But I continue learning - I never meant to do those things to you - And so I have to say before I go...That I just want you to know - I found a reason for me - To change you while you still be - A reason to start over new - And the reason is you... Hoobastank ~ 6/15/06
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
What Shall I Call This One
Pointy heads pointing fingers
Lying neath deception
Crooked and twisted spews are writ
Carried with precision
Directly aimed towards targets
Unknowing
Know
Break the digit that wages
Nay sever it
Lest it be used again - 6/13/06
Lying neath deception
Crooked and twisted spews are writ
Carried with precision
Directly aimed towards targets
Unknowing
Know
Break the digit that wages
Nay sever it
Lest it be used again - 6/13/06
Write and Right
You supposedly have RIGHTS and FREEDOMS (i.e. speech). Is this correct?
WRITE is an OLD ENGLISH word whose derivative is the LATIN core writ. Writ is a form of written command from a court or legal authority requiring or denying an act.
RIGHT that which you supposedly have. Core is LATIN rectus does this not sound like rectum which terminates at the anus? Rectum is a derivative of rectus.
Are they making an ass out of you?
We all have ass holes don't we? However, where is your freedom! What shit are they spewing?
Demand writ of habeas corpus of those that have caused much distress. ~ 6/13/06
WRITE is an OLD ENGLISH word whose derivative is the LATIN core writ. Writ is a form of written command from a court or legal authority requiring or denying an act.
RIGHT that which you supposedly have. Core is LATIN rectus does this not sound like rectum which terminates at the anus? Rectum is a derivative of rectus.
Are they making an ass out of you?
We all have ass holes don't we? However, where is your freedom! What shit are they spewing?
Demand writ of habeas corpus of those that have caused much distress. ~ 6/13/06
Dear Mr. Grim Reaper:
Dear Mr. Grim Reaper:
I see thee lurking over my shoulder
Thy sockets are void
Yet expansive
As are the masses
Aye, thou'st hold your sickle steadfast and true
And come for us in clarity
Tis this not the best time for thee to strike?
Tis known that thou come for us all
Yea, there will be those providing thee with backlash
Aye, putting up the fight of their lives
Thy job may be divided
Those that have the sense to revolt
Will do so
Voiding thee of thy mask
- 6/13/06
I see thee lurking over my shoulder
Thy sockets are void
Yet expansive
As are the masses
Aye, thou'st hold your sickle steadfast and true
And come for us in clarity
Tis this not the best time for thee to strike?
Tis known that thou come for us all
Yea, there will be those providing thee with backlash
Aye, putting up the fight of their lives
Thy job may be divided
Those that have the sense to revolt
Will do so
Voiding thee of thy mask
- 6/13/06
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Mighty Be Thy Sword
Mighty be thy sword of justice
Strike swift with aim
Let not tendons lie
But sever in it's entirety
Tis naught to dangle
By a thread
That which serves no purpose
Save for destruction
Callous this may be
Look at thy hands
Be they calloused?
Look at thy heart
Has it been hardened?
Not solidified entirely
As thou dost see strife
And relate well
Will thou see justice?
Alas, this question remains
In the sword bearer's hand - 6/11/06
Strike swift with aim
Let not tendons lie
But sever in it's entirety
Tis naught to dangle
By a thread
That which serves no purpose
Save for destruction
Callous this may be
Look at thy hands
Be they calloused?
Look at thy heart
Has it been hardened?
Not solidified entirely
As thou dost see strife
And relate well
Will thou see justice?
Alas, this question remains
In the sword bearer's hand - 6/11/06
Friday, June 9, 2006
What's in a Name
We have the corps do we not? Those that go to war. Look at the derivative of corps (pronounced CORES as in Marine Corps).
It's base word in Latin is corpus or body. Now look at the word corpse. It too has the base word corpus and it too is a body (human): a dead human body.
Have fun with the word game! - 6/9/06
It's base word in Latin is corpus or body. Now look at the word corpse. It too has the base word corpus and it too is a body (human): a dead human body.
Have fun with the word game! - 6/9/06
Thursday, June 8, 2006
I AM
I am north and south
I am young yet I am old
I am native yet not
I am woman (with balls - therefore)
I am man
I am mother (who acted as father)
I am poor, but rich in thought
I am support yet I go unsupported
I am unified within myself
I am knowledgeable and I share
I am truth yet I am lies to greater bodies
I am strong yet I am weak
I am the fighter in the face of adversity
I am open yet you do not see
I am but a picture.... 6/8/06
I am young yet I am old
I am native yet not
I am woman (with balls - therefore)
I am man
I am mother (who acted as father)
I am poor, but rich in thought
I am support yet I go unsupported
I am unified within myself
I am knowledgeable and I share
I am truth yet I am lies to greater bodies
I am strong yet I am weak
I am the fighter in the face of adversity
I am open yet you do not see
I am but a picture.... 6/8/06
The Eyes
That which is reflective and all knowing
Lies pasted beneath folds
Which bear only a glimmer of the actual light
Nay tis shadow that thou dost see
As that is what is sought and thus gained
If need be
Rip thy flesh open
Necessity may call for it
Let thy charged orbits explore that which is obvious
Then delve into that which is NOT - 6/8/06
Lies pasted beneath folds
Which bear only a glimmer of the actual light
Nay tis shadow that thou dost see
As that is what is sought and thus gained
If need be
Rip thy flesh open
Necessity may call for it
Let thy charged orbits explore that which is obvious
Then delve into that which is NOT - 6/8/06
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
Who the Hell Out There...
Who the hell out there is really paying attention? Could I say anything to you and would you take it as GOSPEL? As FACT? Some of you are as you are reading, correcting, and/or verifying. I give KUDOS to you that are CORRECTING, INQUIRING, INQUISITIVE, and RESEARCHING!
You have my bloody blessings!
THE WIDOW - 6/6/06
You have my bloody blessings!
THE WIDOW - 6/6/06
Sunday, June 4, 2006
You
YOU ARE THE VOICE
YOU ARE THE LIGHT
YOU ARE THE ONES UP IN THE NIGHT
YOU ARE THE WRITERS
YOU ARE THE READ
THEY ARE THE DARK
THEY ARE THE DEAD - 6/4/06
YOU ARE THE LIGHT
YOU ARE THE ONES UP IN THE NIGHT
YOU ARE THE WRITERS
YOU ARE THE READ
THEY ARE THE DARK
THEY ARE THE DEAD - 6/4/06
June 4, 2006
We all have it within ourselves to make change. It is just a matter of determination! Have the will and you WILL get it done. Remember that EVERYTHING can be overcome. Really it is just about wanting something bad enough to obtain it.
Weaponry of the mind does not consist of a formal education obtained or inflicted by an institution but more at a curious mind that devours volumes of information and verifies it as FACT.
Weaponry of the mind does not consist of a formal education obtained or inflicted by an institution but more at a curious mind that devours volumes of information and verifies it as FACT.
Saturday, June 3, 2006
The Forbidden Fruit - Second Post
June 7, 2006
UPDATE - LOOK AGAIN FOLKS! I am attempting to FILL in the BLANKS when time allows. However, you need to do the same as well! These are morsels. TAKE A BIG BITE!
THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT!
A drum roll please....
And the anti-christ is...
KNOWLEDGE! That which is and has been all but banned by the church since its rise to power. I cannot give a specific date. Dig backwards and find the future. If you really want to know you will investigate. Not to do so would leave you ignorant. Do you want to be ignorant? Look it up.
KNOW THAT FROM KILLING A CHICKEN - Once you chop the head off (the source of reason) the chicken will (attempt to) fly aimlessly about without a brain.
As I am not looking this shit up but remembering it from readings throughout the course of my life, there are no references. However, if you simply visit your local library or (if you choose) the internet, you will find the facts. You will also see how everything is WOVEN so nicely together that it almost forms a cardigan.
In order to squash NEW IDEAS and OPINIONS, he/they have made all sorts of efforts to deaden the source of reason through integration and fear. This can be seen throughout the history of western Europe...go back...go way back..
Then come home again and look around..
In their efforts to control the uneducated masses (as only the wealthy were educated and thus granted this right to limited information - this is happening again as we stir), the governments incorporated religion as a method to promulgate power through the use of FEAR:
SUCKER you're going to BURN in HELL if you do not do/say/believe as we do.
SUCKER you are going to live on the streets unless you kiss OUR royal ass. Wait! You almost are living in the streets. Those of you who have yet to establish yourself or those of you that have established yourselves you know the pitch...the sound of your own grief as you strive to stay afloat.
I can't say for sure who is holding whose hand within the game, however, I believe that they are playing ring-around the rosy. I am sure most of you know the story behind that one! Please don't miss out on this one as I used to sing it to my daughter as I told her the story of the song. (THE SONG IS ABOUT BLACK DEATH - THE PLAGUE.) The ring surrounds the rosy spot on the flesh (this is the DISEASE). Pocket full of posies - are the flowers that were carried to ward of the smell of death. The posy(ies) was/were put over their noses. Ashes, Ashes is the burning of the bodies - We all fall down - Is DEATH. It spooked my daughter out.
The masses died for wars which were preached in their native tongue but whose services were held in LATIN. That is why I find the language interesting as it can be used to camouflage or open a word.
Both LATIN and GREEK were used to create their modern languages. Look at the root word as by doing so you will know the base of most given words. Look at the development of the romance languages and of the UNIVERSAL English (save for Quebec) who have language police. That is right they police the language (as does the boss OTTAWA). BTW, there is a UNIVERSAL language that is written in a phonetic alphabet (*IPA). I know this as I have studied it in private university and still have the book. In order to pass the MANDATORY class, you must write a paper using this PHONETIC alphabet. If you know the sound of the language, you can reproduce it and communicate with others within the NETWORK.
*UNICODE? More like the International Phonetic Alphabet.
* UPDATE (July 26, 2007) - Pish! See what it looks like. Imagine, I had to know this mandatory script. My text book is "SPEAKING CLEARLY: Improving Voice and Diction" (4th Ed.) by Jeffrey C. Hahner, Martin A. Sokoloff, and Sandra L. Salisch. I AM NOT FULL OF SHIT!!! Never happen!
http://www2.arts.gla.ac.uk/IPA/ipachart.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_Phonetic_Alphabet
The sites show translations, but it does not provide you with the linguist code that is behind it based on SOUND = PHONICS (see above). Get hooked on phonics! Then learn the code.
http://www.unicode.org/press/pr-udhr.html
http://www.unicode.org/udhr/
http://www.unicode.org/press/pr-udhr.html = Mountain View, CA, July 2, 2007 -- The Unicode® Consortium announces a new project to make the United Nation's Universal Declaration of Human Rights available on the web, in as many languages as possible, using the power of Unicode.
Unicode is ideally suited for this project because it is the universal character set, able to represent all languages of the world.
The initial collection for the UDHR in Unicode project now contains more than 300 languages from Abkhaz to Zulu. For each language, the text of the UDHR is made available in the following Unicode-based formats: XML, plain text, HTML, and PDF. There are also links to resources for the languages, such as dictionaries and grammars.
Blah, blah, blah...
You will see that I am reiterating. ~ Maggie ~ 7/18/07 @ 7:12 a.m. I just noticed that this post was originally written on 06/03/06 = 9/6 Yin/Yang OR +/- -/+.
Unfortunately, the church has a long standing order and has therefore left a residue on the people and countries it has affected. Thus the sheep are in tow and they are unaware of (the) history. Look around you as history is repeating itself like a bad roast beef sandwich. I am sure you ingested that.
Open an actual book instead of virtual one. Does anyone remember what a hard cover and paperback are? It feels like I am trying to tell you of 45's in a CD/DVD playing world. Does anyone know what a Victrola is? No?
This shit is not being looked up by me, but those of you are stricken by curiosity will actually look up what I am telling you. Those of you that are sicken will be enlightened with KNOWLEDGE. Regardless of how minimal it may seem, it is still knowledge gained and based on fact.
If curiosity surrounds you, get informed and get LOADED! Don't be afraid to ask questions. Feel free to answer any or add to any questions.
INTRODUCING THE AGE OF REASON:
CREATION OF LAW (What are the founding principles? Who founded it and why? Damn it! Find out the base and aim for the head!)
NEWTON (Where does gravity dwell and what are its forces? Galileo was his inspiration was he not?)
THE HUMAN BODY (What are the components? How is it similar to that of the earth's? What is our core component?)
GRAYS ANATOMY (The artists/doctors of days gone by used to use cadevors to learn and hone their skills - look at the workmanship of Michealangelo Buonarroti's Cysteine Chappel. Look at the muscle tone of the bodies. Hey, did he ever get paid for his years of work? Ask the POPE!)
ARCHITECTURE (View Romanesque, Gothic, and Baroque. See where religion, literature, and art was during those periods and you will know the mind set.)
LITERATURE - See above
ART (of all kinds - sign of the times - See above)
LAW (like all good things is based in LATIN)
THE BANKING SYSTEM (Who owns THE BANK OF AMERICA? What are it's roots? Where did the name of America come from? Try Amerigo Vespucci.)
ACCOUNTING (What comes first the debit or credit and why you should know?)
FRATERNITIES (Greek Letters)
SECRET SOCIETIES (If they are so secret why do we know of them and their rituals? Are we supposed to?)
QUEEN VICTORIA (Was her grand(son) Jack the Ripper...who knows the theories behind these murders? Who performed them? Who covered it up if in fact it was covered up? Could the RIPPER have been the Queen's doctor or perhaps some immigrant? BTW, Czar Nicholas (RUSSIA) was a relative.)
HOBBS -
PLOLEMY - ((Astronomy) We sit under the same night sky but we do we not see the same view of the stars? Why?)
DESCARTES (Cogito ergo sum - he was hiding too. Guess why?)
SPINOSA
PAINE - (Have you formed your reason?)
HUME
D'HOLBACH (Atheist?)
BERKELEY
KNIGHTS TEMPLAR (since it's inception to supposed death. Which pope made the order? Do you take Urban orders?)
POPES (start with the first and work your way up-ward)
KINGS OF EUROPE (as they are the MAJOR influence and the conqueror of nations/lands)
HITLER ((Nazi) was a Christian BTW - HE WAS A PROTESTANT following the teachings of LUTHER!)
MUSSOLINI (Fascist)
STALIN (Communist)
LENIN (Revolutionary - what was the original agenda?)
TROTSKY
BRINTON
BECKER
ANCIENT ROME - Empire and Republic
DARWIN (I don’t mean that it is right, I mean it needs exploring).
EXPLOITATION (Of EVERYONE'S rights!)
POLITICS
ETHICS
PHILOSOPHY
ORIGINS OF THAT WHICH WE CELEBRATE: Christmas and Easter and their symbolism - yeah get preggers and keep on giving. The tree was German and the date 25th of December was assigned to christ's birth by the ruler (who had a sun god holiday on that very day and a fertility god on Easter (accounting for the bunnies and eggs)). Didn't you ever wonder what started it up? Am I Eve offering you the apple yet again?
KENNEDY (Assassinated why? Do you know of his father's background and ties to organized crime? Can you believe that Lee Harvey Oswald killed him? Is the shot theory correct? Who shot Oswald? Why? What happened to Marilyn? Who was holding whose hand?
LINCOLN (Assassinated by John Wilkes Booth. Why?)
SOCIOLOGY (Social Psych - Discover why people do what they do. Learn manipulation methods. AVOID THEM!)
PSYCHOLOGY (Delve into the mind.)
SLAVERY (CIVIL WAR, BLACK SOLDIERS (first time), Jefferson had slaves and he was a president. Where were their rights based on the founding principles of FREEDOM! Was this life and LIBERTY? Hell no!)
SCIENCE (What happened to the early discoverers? Where they not labeled heretics by the church? Where some burned? Check it out! Had it not been for those discoveries you would not have what you have! Be GRATEFUL!)
KANT
COPERNICUS
RELIGION ( Bah humbug)
GAY/LESBIAN RIGHTS (Who says it is against nature just because it is against your nature? Pro-CREATION produces TAXPAYERS!)
ORIGINS (YOURS)
LABOR MOVEMENT(S)
CUBA (Castro, and no, not Castro Convertible. What were Castro's reasons for REVOLT? Who was getting fat in Cuba? Did you know that Canadians CAN go to Cuba?)
UNITED STATES of AMERICA
PUERTO RICO, MEXICO, HONDURAS, et al YOU ARE NOT LATIN (SPANISH) YOU ARE NATIVE! They have fooled you! Check you origins!
RUSSIA (Wasn't that your grand(son) on the throne Victoria...also I do not remember where in line he sat...but he sat. Wasn't he and his family killed?)
GERMANY (They were all on one hand - see affiliations. Yeah all y'all were related.)
PERSIA
ERASMUS
VOLTAIRE (What was his real name?)
BRAHE
KEPLER (Astronomy's helper)
GALILEO (He CRAWLED BECAUSE OF THE CHURCH, but never gave up. He inspired NEWTON. WE DO HAVE GRAVITY!)
BACON
PROPAGANDA (Methods and issues. These suckers are aimed at your head everyday and yet you let them BLAST you!)
EXPERIMENTATION (Why you should do it! Hell do it often. Live by "what would happen if....")
ISRAEL - (HEY USA why go after IRAQ when CANADIAN oil is so much closer and their dollar is less than the US dollar...for now.)
EURO DOLLAR (Currency in general. Check and see who is on top. Which currency is worth more?)
STOCK MARKET CRASHES (WHERE, WHEN, WHY, WHO, WHAT, and HOW? Check the conditions of the time!)
WARS (All of them.)
AFRICA (The dark continent...start at the beginning.)
IRAQ (Look for natural resources. DAMN there is OIL!!!!! Land needs to be conquered!)
IRAN (MORE OIL!!!)
CANADA (Why does she just sit there?)
CIVIL WAR(S) (They were not that civil!)
REVOLUTION(S) (All of them...check for a THEME!)
ENVIRONMENT - OZONE HOLE - RAINFOREST
UNIONS (Hey, where the hell is HOFFA? Hoffa started with good intentions. Why is all corrupt? Could MONEY and POWER be a factor? Hey who was in power at the time? KENNEDY!! WHO put him there? Who was the ATTORNEY GENERAL? Do you smell nepotism?)
ORIGIN of the INTERNET (Original design and uses. Check US Department of Defense under ARPA. Who knows what ASCII is?)
DOS (You windows friendly people - you used to have to know the CODE.)
VR (VOICE RECOGNITION - not virtual reality - Machine over man. You have it now. Call any company and TRY to talk to a HUMAN! The machine KNOWS your voice and can DIRECT your call!)
INDIGENOUS RIGHTS - (What did the Natives know that we do not?)
CIVIL LIBERTIES (Is it in fact civil??)
SUFFRAGE
WOMEN'S RIGHTS (Do women really have equality? Hell no! Men in the same position get more money, yet for the most part SINGLE MOMS are out there working and making less money. It is STILL believed that the MAN is the HEAD of the household in the OLD BOY system. This is not a fact jack! Man no longer heads the household!)
MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. (Does this sound like the 60's? Has the loss of life in FACT brought about total SOCIAL acceptance? NO. We still do not have equality).
MALCOLM X - See NEW (AMSTERDAM (Ave)) in Harlem!
MARTIN LUTHER (See Protestantism. Hell, see BUSH's affiliation!)
THE HOLY BIBLE (What good are rules if you break them when they suit and you have a built in check system for the problem...it is okay my son died for you sins so you really don't have to abide. Break as many as you want you will be forgiven.)
THE PRINTING PRESS (Come on people - pick up the beat.)
CHARLIE MANSON - (His followers thought he was christ.)
KKK - WHAT TO THEY BURN??? IN WHOSE NAME!!!
STORMFRONT.ORG (see Don Black - In the past ten years, this site has grown from rinky dink to...WELL CHECK IT OUT! See what the good people are spewing!)
DEMONSTRATION(S)/PROTEST(S)
SERIAL MURDER(ERS)
ASSIGNATIONS THROUGHOUT HISTORY - (Who was targeted and why?)
GEORGE WASHINGTON (First President of the United States of America. He was a FREE MASON!)
THOMAS JEFFERSON (Owned Slaves!)
HELL OUR FOUNDING FATHERS (What was the religious affiliation and how did they apply it as they would have had to as it was ingrained in their persona like code. Regardless of social affiliation or lack thereof, there was an infrastructure beneath the law). No matter how you slice it you cannot divide the being as a base will always exist to work from.)
JACOB REIIS - HOW THE OTHER HALF LIVES (Conditions in the 1800's) (It is a BOOK))
NYSE & NASDAQ (9/11 would it not have been more effective to blow up these two instead of two planes and I think it was 7 buildings. This is the heart of the economy and have been more effective to hit the HEART of the MONEY instead of the heart of the people? This would have created a major impact on our economy! Wait that was the main idea...rile the people. Hell who would fight for the STOCK MARKET? No one! Who would fight for the lives of those lost as an act of terrorism? We all would. We have been suckered!)
BOOK BANNING/BURNING - First done by the church during the renaissance and then during the WWII. Upon Christendom, thy great book was only scribed for the scripts, monks, and wealthy. This is of course pre-printing press.
WITCH BURNING - Salem, Mass. against those who used herbs to heal, who were mentally ill, or just needed removal. The mania of the times called for acts of violence against those (healing - using that which god supposedly gave us (reason) and what was created in nature - herbs) who were considered using witchcraft.
SPANISH INQUISITION - The torture and/or death of the non-believer into believing or at least laying oath to the love of christ.
KILLING IN THE NAME OF GOD (even though thou shalt not kill) Hey, but you are not supposed to read the bible. Wait you didn’t. This comes by way of mouth. Who told who what!
A HERETIC must have invented the PRINTING PRESS to massively produce the BIBLE! Oh boy! That is a double edged sword. On one hand you have raised the awareness of the masses so that they know that the Vatican is not abiding by the book. Then on the other hand you have those that just hold the book and listen to the WORD of those who preach/or guide them through the righteousness of it. At least they see the book. Did this not give rise to PROTESTANTISM? What are it's offshoots?
Nah this will not be had by the RCC, no books there! However, they are in other churches and there are different versions. Which version is correct? Who shall be believed? Let us run around pointing fingers at each other. Can’t you hear the he hear the chord? Nah nah I am better than you are!.
We now have the INTERNET which is a forum of freedom of speech for the worlds populous. Theorists claim that (the omnipresent) HE/THEY have tried to own the internet. Have he/they and do(es) he/they? Who REALLY possess it? Try some BIG PLAYER COMPANIES! Start with AT &T. Who created it? USDOD ARPANET.
AGE OF REASON: Why did god have Giordano Bruno burned at the stake? Did he find out something that he should not have? Did it wake something in the masses that the church was afraid of?
IDOLATRY - Was that a statue you were praying to? You are not supposed to and you shall not worship graven images nor shall you put other gods before me. Does this mean there were others? I am a jealous god. Is that not what the good book says. Hell, the dollar is GOD and we all worship!
People are too narrow in their scope of knowledge as they seek the power of the almighty dollar or self fulfillment as required by state...that of existence for taxation purposes. As it is necessary to survive and capitalism does reign supreme, people categorically specialize thereby ignoring all else that could be learned. Books are a bore and T.V. rules is that not the way of things? Curiosity is lacking. As direct result the people wear blinders and experience tunnel vision. They are led about by the nose not knowing where they head. The visible signs are all around only no one is looking.
Maybe it is my childish curiosity that has kept me going the never-ending quest for truth and knowledge. Would I then be considered an EVE who is offering the apple? Was that not the first SIN? DO NOT EDUCATE YOURSELF OR ARM YOURSELF WITH KNOWLEDGE...just BELIEVE.
Bush has seen to it to tax education savings and to tax youth savings. Tell me, will HE/THEY tax our blood and sweat next? How far with this go? Will no one stand up against church and state?
Government personnel offices are closed to the public
Key Span has the monopoly of gas and has closed its personnel doors to the public
What is happening? Does anyone have a band-aid for this severed arm? I am leaving this for now. I hope you are thinking, reading, and adding... Originally written 6/3/06
Listening to SLAVES by BAD RELIGION 80 - 85...
UPDATE - LOOK AGAIN FOLKS! I am attempting to FILL in the BLANKS when time allows. However, you need to do the same as well! These are morsels. TAKE A BIG BITE!
THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT!
A drum roll please....
And the anti-christ is...
KNOWLEDGE! That which is and has been all but banned by the church since its rise to power. I cannot give a specific date. Dig backwards and find the future. If you really want to know you will investigate. Not to do so would leave you ignorant. Do you want to be ignorant? Look it up.
KNOW THAT FROM KILLING A CHICKEN - Once you chop the head off (the source of reason) the chicken will (attempt to) fly aimlessly about without a brain.
As I am not looking this shit up but remembering it from readings throughout the course of my life, there are no references. However, if you simply visit your local library or (if you choose) the internet, you will find the facts. You will also see how everything is WOVEN so nicely together that it almost forms a cardigan.
In order to squash NEW IDEAS and OPINIONS, he/they have made all sorts of efforts to deaden the source of reason through integration and fear. This can be seen throughout the history of western Europe...go back...go way back..
Then come home again and look around..
In their efforts to control the uneducated masses (as only the wealthy were educated and thus granted this right to limited information - this is happening again as we stir), the governments incorporated religion as a method to promulgate power through the use of FEAR:
SUCKER you're going to BURN in HELL if you do not do/say/believe as we do.
SUCKER you are going to live on the streets unless you kiss OUR royal ass. Wait! You almost are living in the streets. Those of you who have yet to establish yourself or those of you that have established yourselves you know the pitch...the sound of your own grief as you strive to stay afloat.
I can't say for sure who is holding whose hand within the game, however, I believe that they are playing ring-around the rosy. I am sure most of you know the story behind that one! Please don't miss out on this one as I used to sing it to my daughter as I told her the story of the song. (THE SONG IS ABOUT BLACK DEATH - THE PLAGUE.) The ring surrounds the rosy spot on the flesh (this is the DISEASE). Pocket full of posies - are the flowers that were carried to ward of the smell of death. The posy(ies) was/were put over their noses. Ashes, Ashes is the burning of the bodies - We all fall down - Is DEATH. It spooked my daughter out.
The masses died for wars which were preached in their native tongue but whose services were held in LATIN. That is why I find the language interesting as it can be used to camouflage or open a word.
Both LATIN and GREEK were used to create their modern languages. Look at the root word as by doing so you will know the base of most given words. Look at the development of the romance languages and of the UNIVERSAL English (save for Quebec) who have language police. That is right they police the language (as does the boss OTTAWA). BTW, there is a UNIVERSAL language that is written in a phonetic alphabet (*IPA). I know this as I have studied it in private university and still have the book. In order to pass the MANDATORY class, you must write a paper using this PHONETIC alphabet. If you know the sound of the language, you can reproduce it and communicate with others within the NETWORK.
*UNICODE? More like the International Phonetic Alphabet.
* UPDATE (July 26, 2007) - Pish! See what it looks like. Imagine, I had to know this mandatory script. My text book is "SPEAKING CLEARLY: Improving Voice and Diction" (4th Ed.) by Jeffrey C. Hahner, Martin A. Sokoloff, and Sandra L. Salisch. I AM NOT FULL OF SHIT!!! Never happen!
http://www2.arts.gla.ac.uk/IPA/ipachart.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_Phonetic_Alphabet
The sites show translations, but it does not provide you with the linguist code that is behind it based on SOUND = PHONICS (see above). Get hooked on phonics! Then learn the code.
http://www.unicode.org/press/pr-udhr.html
http://www.unicode.org/udhr/
http://www.unicode.org/press/pr-udhr.html = Mountain View, CA, July 2, 2007 -- The Unicode® Consortium announces a new project to make the United Nation's Universal Declaration of Human Rights available on the web, in as many languages as possible, using the power of Unicode.
Unicode is ideally suited for this project because it is the universal character set, able to represent all languages of the world.
The initial collection for the UDHR in Unicode project now contains more than 300 languages from Abkhaz to Zulu. For each language, the text of the UDHR is made available in the following Unicode-based formats: XML, plain text, HTML, and PDF. There are also links to resources for the languages, such as dictionaries and grammars.
Blah, blah, blah...
You will see that I am reiterating. ~ Maggie ~ 7/18/07 @ 7:12 a.m. I just noticed that this post was originally written on 06/03/06 = 9/6 Yin/Yang OR +/- -/+.
Unfortunately, the church has a long standing order and has therefore left a residue on the people and countries it has affected. Thus the sheep are in tow and they are unaware of (the) history. Look around you as history is repeating itself like a bad roast beef sandwich. I am sure you ingested that.
Open an actual book instead of virtual one. Does anyone remember what a hard cover and paperback are? It feels like I am trying to tell you of 45's in a CD/DVD playing world. Does anyone know what a Victrola is? No?
This shit is not being looked up by me, but those of you are stricken by curiosity will actually look up what I am telling you. Those of you that are sicken will be enlightened with KNOWLEDGE. Regardless of how minimal it may seem, it is still knowledge gained and based on fact.
If curiosity surrounds you, get informed and get LOADED! Don't be afraid to ask questions. Feel free to answer any or add to any questions.
INTRODUCING THE AGE OF REASON:
CREATION OF LAW (What are the founding principles? Who founded it and why? Damn it! Find out the base and aim for the head!)
NEWTON (Where does gravity dwell and what are its forces? Galileo was his inspiration was he not?)
THE HUMAN BODY (What are the components? How is it similar to that of the earth's? What is our core component?)
GRAYS ANATOMY (The artists/doctors of days gone by used to use cadevors to learn and hone their skills - look at the workmanship of Michealangelo Buonarroti's Cysteine Chappel. Look at the muscle tone of the bodies. Hey, did he ever get paid for his years of work? Ask the POPE!)
ARCHITECTURE (View Romanesque, Gothic, and Baroque. See where religion, literature, and art was during those periods and you will know the mind set.)
LITERATURE - See above
ART (of all kinds - sign of the times - See above)
LAW (like all good things is based in LATIN)
THE BANKING SYSTEM (Who owns THE BANK OF AMERICA? What are it's roots? Where did the name of America come from? Try Amerigo Vespucci.)
ACCOUNTING (What comes first the debit or credit and why you should know?)
FRATERNITIES (Greek Letters)
SECRET SOCIETIES (If they are so secret why do we know of them and their rituals? Are we supposed to?)
QUEEN VICTORIA (Was her grand(son) Jack the Ripper...who knows the theories behind these murders? Who performed them? Who covered it up if in fact it was covered up? Could the RIPPER have been the Queen's doctor or perhaps some immigrant? BTW, Czar Nicholas (RUSSIA) was a relative.)
HOBBS -
PLOLEMY - ((Astronomy) We sit under the same night sky but we do we not see the same view of the stars? Why?)
DESCARTES (Cogito ergo sum - he was hiding too. Guess why?)
SPINOSA
PAINE - (Have you formed your reason?)
HUME
D'HOLBACH (Atheist?)
BERKELEY
KNIGHTS TEMPLAR (since it's inception to supposed death. Which pope made the order? Do you take Urban orders?)
POPES (start with the first and work your way up-ward)
KINGS OF EUROPE (as they are the MAJOR influence and the conqueror of nations/lands)
HITLER ((Nazi) was a Christian BTW - HE WAS A PROTESTANT following the teachings of LUTHER!)
MUSSOLINI (Fascist)
STALIN (Communist)
LENIN (Revolutionary - what was the original agenda?)
TROTSKY
BRINTON
BECKER
ANCIENT ROME - Empire and Republic
DARWIN (I don’t mean that it is right, I mean it needs exploring).
EXPLOITATION (Of EVERYONE'S rights!)
POLITICS
ETHICS
PHILOSOPHY
ORIGINS OF THAT WHICH WE CELEBRATE: Christmas and Easter and their symbolism - yeah get preggers and keep on giving. The tree was German and the date 25th of December was assigned to christ's birth by the ruler (who had a sun god holiday on that very day and a fertility god on Easter (accounting for the bunnies and eggs)). Didn't you ever wonder what started it up? Am I Eve offering you the apple yet again?
KENNEDY (Assassinated why? Do you know of his father's background and ties to organized crime? Can you believe that Lee Harvey Oswald killed him? Is the shot theory correct? Who shot Oswald? Why? What happened to Marilyn? Who was holding whose hand?
LINCOLN (Assassinated by John Wilkes Booth. Why?)
SOCIOLOGY (Social Psych - Discover why people do what they do. Learn manipulation methods. AVOID THEM!)
PSYCHOLOGY (Delve into the mind.)
SLAVERY (CIVIL WAR, BLACK SOLDIERS (first time), Jefferson had slaves and he was a president. Where were their rights based on the founding principles of FREEDOM! Was this life and LIBERTY? Hell no!)
SCIENCE (What happened to the early discoverers? Where they not labeled heretics by the church? Where some burned? Check it out! Had it not been for those discoveries you would not have what you have! Be GRATEFUL!)
KANT
COPERNICUS
RELIGION ( Bah humbug)
GAY/LESBIAN RIGHTS (Who says it is against nature just because it is against your nature? Pro-CREATION produces TAXPAYERS!)
ORIGINS (YOURS)
LABOR MOVEMENT(S)
CUBA (Castro, and no, not Castro Convertible. What were Castro's reasons for REVOLT? Who was getting fat in Cuba? Did you know that Canadians CAN go to Cuba?)
UNITED STATES of AMERICA
PUERTO RICO, MEXICO, HONDURAS, et al YOU ARE NOT LATIN (SPANISH) YOU ARE NATIVE! They have fooled you! Check you origins!
RUSSIA (Wasn't that your grand(son) on the throne Victoria...also I do not remember where in line he sat...but he sat. Wasn't he and his family killed?)
GERMANY (They were all on one hand - see affiliations. Yeah all y'all were related.)
PERSIA
ERASMUS
VOLTAIRE (What was his real name?)
BRAHE
KEPLER (Astronomy's helper)
GALILEO (He CRAWLED BECAUSE OF THE CHURCH, but never gave up. He inspired NEWTON. WE DO HAVE GRAVITY!)
BACON
PROPAGANDA (Methods and issues. These suckers are aimed at your head everyday and yet you let them BLAST you!)
EXPERIMENTATION (Why you should do it! Hell do it often. Live by "what would happen if....")
ISRAEL - (HEY USA why go after IRAQ when CANADIAN oil is so much closer and their dollar is less than the US dollar...for now.)
EURO DOLLAR (Currency in general. Check and see who is on top. Which currency is worth more?)
STOCK MARKET CRASHES (WHERE, WHEN, WHY, WHO, WHAT, and HOW? Check the conditions of the time!)
WARS (All of them.)
AFRICA (The dark continent...start at the beginning.)
IRAQ (Look for natural resources. DAMN there is OIL!!!!! Land needs to be conquered!)
IRAN (MORE OIL!!!)
CANADA (Why does she just sit there?)
CIVIL WAR(S) (They were not that civil!)
REVOLUTION(S) (All of them...check for a THEME!)
ENVIRONMENT - OZONE HOLE - RAINFOREST
UNIONS (Hey, where the hell is HOFFA? Hoffa started with good intentions. Why is all corrupt? Could MONEY and POWER be a factor? Hey who was in power at the time? KENNEDY!! WHO put him there? Who was the ATTORNEY GENERAL? Do you smell nepotism?)
ORIGIN of the INTERNET (Original design and uses. Check US Department of Defense under ARPA. Who knows what ASCII is?)
DOS (You windows friendly people - you used to have to know the CODE.)
VR (VOICE RECOGNITION - not virtual reality - Machine over man. You have it now. Call any company and TRY to talk to a HUMAN! The machine KNOWS your voice and can DIRECT your call!)
INDIGENOUS RIGHTS - (What did the Natives know that we do not?)
CIVIL LIBERTIES (Is it in fact civil??)
SUFFRAGE
WOMEN'S RIGHTS (Do women really have equality? Hell no! Men in the same position get more money, yet for the most part SINGLE MOMS are out there working and making less money. It is STILL believed that the MAN is the HEAD of the household in the OLD BOY system. This is not a fact jack! Man no longer heads the household!)
MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. (Does this sound like the 60's? Has the loss of life in FACT brought about total SOCIAL acceptance? NO. We still do not have equality).
MALCOLM X - See NEW (AMSTERDAM (Ave)) in Harlem!
MARTIN LUTHER (See Protestantism. Hell, see BUSH's affiliation!)
THE HOLY BIBLE (What good are rules if you break them when they suit and you have a built in check system for the problem...it is okay my son died for you sins so you really don't have to abide. Break as many as you want you will be forgiven.)
THE PRINTING PRESS (Come on people - pick up the beat.)
CHARLIE MANSON - (His followers thought he was christ.)
KKK - WHAT TO THEY BURN??? IN WHOSE NAME!!!
STORMFRONT.ORG (see Don Black - In the past ten years, this site has grown from rinky dink to...WELL CHECK IT OUT! See what the good people are spewing!)
DEMONSTRATION(S)/PROTEST(S)
SERIAL MURDER(ERS)
ASSIGNATIONS THROUGHOUT HISTORY - (Who was targeted and why?)
GEORGE WASHINGTON (First President of the United States of America. He was a FREE MASON!)
THOMAS JEFFERSON (Owned Slaves!)
HELL OUR FOUNDING FATHERS (What was the religious affiliation and how did they apply it as they would have had to as it was ingrained in their persona like code. Regardless of social affiliation or lack thereof, there was an infrastructure beneath the law). No matter how you slice it you cannot divide the being as a base will always exist to work from.)
JACOB REIIS - HOW THE OTHER HALF LIVES (Conditions in the 1800's) (It is a BOOK))
NYSE & NASDAQ (9/11 would it not have been more effective to blow up these two instead of two planes and I think it was 7 buildings. This is the heart of the economy and have been more effective to hit the HEART of the MONEY instead of the heart of the people? This would have created a major impact on our economy! Wait that was the main idea...rile the people. Hell who would fight for the STOCK MARKET? No one! Who would fight for the lives of those lost as an act of terrorism? We all would. We have been suckered!)
BOOK BANNING/BURNING - First done by the church during the renaissance and then during the WWII. Upon Christendom, thy great book was only scribed for the scripts, monks, and wealthy. This is of course pre-printing press.
WITCH BURNING - Salem, Mass. against those who used herbs to heal, who were mentally ill, or just needed removal. The mania of the times called for acts of violence against those (healing - using that which god supposedly gave us (reason) and what was created in nature - herbs) who were considered using witchcraft.
SPANISH INQUISITION - The torture and/or death of the non-believer into believing or at least laying oath to the love of christ.
KILLING IN THE NAME OF GOD (even though thou shalt not kill) Hey, but you are not supposed to read the bible. Wait you didn’t. This comes by way of mouth. Who told who what!
A HERETIC must have invented the PRINTING PRESS to massively produce the BIBLE! Oh boy! That is a double edged sword. On one hand you have raised the awareness of the masses so that they know that the Vatican is not abiding by the book. Then on the other hand you have those that just hold the book and listen to the WORD of those who preach/or guide them through the righteousness of it. At least they see the book. Did this not give rise to PROTESTANTISM? What are it's offshoots?
Nah this will not be had by the RCC, no books there! However, they are in other churches and there are different versions. Which version is correct? Who shall be believed? Let us run around pointing fingers at each other. Can’t you hear the he hear the chord? Nah nah I am better than you are!.
We now have the INTERNET which is a forum of freedom of speech for the worlds populous. Theorists claim that (the omnipresent) HE/THEY have tried to own the internet. Have he/they and do(es) he/they? Who REALLY possess it? Try some BIG PLAYER COMPANIES! Start with AT &T. Who created it? USDOD ARPANET.
AGE OF REASON: Why did god have Giordano Bruno burned at the stake? Did he find out something that he should not have? Did it wake something in the masses that the church was afraid of?
IDOLATRY - Was that a statue you were praying to? You are not supposed to and you shall not worship graven images nor shall you put other gods before me. Does this mean there were others? I am a jealous god. Is that not what the good book says. Hell, the dollar is GOD and we all worship!
People are too narrow in their scope of knowledge as they seek the power of the almighty dollar or self fulfillment as required by state...that of existence for taxation purposes. As it is necessary to survive and capitalism does reign supreme, people categorically specialize thereby ignoring all else that could be learned. Books are a bore and T.V. rules is that not the way of things? Curiosity is lacking. As direct result the people wear blinders and experience tunnel vision. They are led about by the nose not knowing where they head. The visible signs are all around only no one is looking.
Maybe it is my childish curiosity that has kept me going the never-ending quest for truth and knowledge. Would I then be considered an EVE who is offering the apple? Was that not the first SIN? DO NOT EDUCATE YOURSELF OR ARM YOURSELF WITH KNOWLEDGE...just BELIEVE.
Bush has seen to it to tax education savings and to tax youth savings. Tell me, will HE/THEY tax our blood and sweat next? How far with this go? Will no one stand up against church and state?
Government personnel offices are closed to the public
Key Span has the monopoly of gas and has closed its personnel doors to the public
What is happening? Does anyone have a band-aid for this severed arm? I am leaving this for now. I hope you are thinking, reading, and adding... Originally written 6/3/06
Listening to SLAVES by BAD RELIGION 80 - 85...
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Comments Not Seen
Although comments are placed on Myspace and on Myspace blogs, one must wonder about that which is not visible...that which goes on without detection to the general public. This is where the true exchanges lie. This is a course for which there is a snowball effect. Realize this and recognize it. It is more at what is said for NOT everyone to see. Although it may be shared with interested parties of like minds. - 5/31/06
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
BUSH NOTE:
It is not only BUSH that needs to be removed. As Lincoln said A GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE BY THE PEOPLE FOR THE PEOPLE. This is not happening. Government is not working for the people at any level. It is/they are working for themselves. This has been going on for sometime now. The rich are getting richer and the poor are getting poorer. Just look at the history of the countries that experienced revolution (including the United States). You will see the trend. It has once again formed and thus must be removed. The question is HOW and by WHOM?
Being the lone individual with an opinion, I cannot do more than voice my opinion and get the opinions of my friends. I have been placing feelers out in person and on the net and from what I have gathered, people are ready for change.
Another point to be made is that originally there was supposed to be a separation of church and state. If that had really occurred would our money say "IN GOD WE TRUST." BAD RELIGION had it right when they said VOICE OF GOD IS GOVERNMENT! Let us not be fooled. - 5/30/06
Being the lone individual with an opinion, I cannot do more than voice my opinion and get the opinions of my friends. I have been placing feelers out in person and on the net and from what I have gathered, people are ready for change.
Another point to be made is that originally there was supposed to be a separation of church and state. If that had really occurred would our money say "IN GOD WE TRUST." BAD RELIGION had it right when they said VOICE OF GOD IS GOVERNMENT! Let us not be fooled. - 5/30/06
Saturday, May 27, 2006
NY History
Who knows NY history? I am looking for info on a fire around the turn of the century where women were locked in *.Shirt Factory. This changed the course of working conditions. Does anyone remember the year or the factory's full name? I remember that they burned and they jumped. That is tragic. Listening to Flogging Molly's "FACTORY GIRLS" just gives me that image. The influx of immigrants into NY and their demise in order to succeed. Someone help me. I give brownie points! JK of course. They look like Gibson Girls...does this help? 5/27/06
Friday, May 26, 2006
ON WINGS OF CHICKENS
On Wings of Chickens (a/k/a Gallus gallus domesticus)
Men fly headless, hopeless, and helpless into women.
I have come to the realization that they are merely shadflies squashed against the windshield
They are hooked by the headlights
My what traffic it creates
Be they men or mice?
Nay! They be chickens.
At first they appear featherless, then suddenly chicken skin appears.
Before you have time to take notice, a feather or two sprouts.
These are the rulers? The patriarchs? LMFAO
You have got to be kidding me!
The pickings of men with balls and/or backbone seem to be more and more scarce. - 5/26/06
Whoever said any cock'l do, must have been a ho!
Men fly headless, hopeless, and helpless into women.
I have come to the realization that they are merely shadflies squashed against the windshield
They are hooked by the headlights
My what traffic it creates
Be they men or mice?
Nay! They be chickens.
At first they appear featherless, then suddenly chicken skin appears.
Before you have time to take notice, a feather or two sprouts.
These are the rulers? The patriarchs? LMFAO
You have got to be kidding me!
The pickings of men with balls and/or backbone seem to be more and more scarce. - 5/26/06
Whoever said any cock'l do, must have been a ho!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Sunday, April 30, 2006
SEX, MORALS, CHURCH, STATE, & SOCIETY
EDITED: Too Much Thought...No productivity
This is what I can grasp at the moment. Life before church and state. NOTE: I would prefer to be happy in the dark than miserable in the light. This will be returned upon with more thought. Noted below is a dialogue that I had with a friend, however, my friend's name or verse is not included. I just want opinions from whoever is reading. You can e-mail if you do not want to leave a comment. As this is taken from a dialogue, there are holes and it may sound like a crazy person talking to themselves. Rest assured this is not the case. Please feel free to give me your opinion and if you laugh, I'll kill you! Just kidding.
I really want to work on SIN/EVIL
SIN and EVIL define restrictions of nature by society
Yes...they are words of ploy
Religious/political one in the same...
Restriction on freedom to be as nature intended
Regardless of the nature
This may explain my morals
Programming...brainwashing residue
I long to dismiss my morals
I seek to know how
Animal instinct is what I am referring to
We are but ANIMALS
We may be a product of society, but SOCIETY IS A PRODUCT OF US!
Don't you see?
WE comprise society
We can change it
Grrrrrr - 4/28/06
I really need to think more about this...my bony fingers do grasp the fringes of darkness' skirt. Self recognition is a good thing for the most part. However, we also see our demons! I see that my value system does not allow for enjoyment, thus it is a broken value system that needs refurbishing. This value system hurts me more than helps me. Once my beast is fed...who will keep feeding that which hungers? What is the guarantee? Love brings a quasi guarantee that sexual desires will be regularly fulfilled... I need my desires free of restrictions. Love should not be necessary for sexual pleasure. It is not just of church, state, and society...it is ME and MY morals...the moral that has been BURNED in my head! I want it gone! I have to fix it! We are a corporate, religious, governmental body the body has limbs the people...the people put the body into motion. I have always been held by love's value: thus I hate societal norms. The norms are restrictive. We can change the motion. Does this make sense? My free thoughts are free and written and I want to act out that which I desire. Church, state, and society are one body. According to the church we should not be whores. I need fixing too much thought. I want the freedom to do. That is just it...can I let go? I want to! Teaching are the values of society be it church or state. Freedom without law would not be freedom...that is from an American government class...that does make sense in the wide scope of things as it would create lawlessness: rape and assault would go unpunished. Everything is contradictory! To just give you body out to your desires... would you get gang banged? Think about it so what is freedom? This is fucked. I do want that so what do I do? I wish it were that simple: I want to jump down the rabbit hole. I don't want to hide that is just it. I do not hide my desires...I hold my body back from acquiring pleasure that is because of the LOVE factor which I must rid myself of. I will turn it over and make it work a become the whore of Babylon! The weight is too heavy in the morals area and the scale has been tipped one way for too long. I have been deprived and starved. I need feeding. Let the sucker tilt the other way. I just need to let go once...just once! Should I over indulge, I will visit the vomitorium. Just once and the rest is easy. A vomitorium is where ancient romans would go after overeating only to go back and eat again. You only need to balance once on a bike to know how to ride for the rest of your life. The same holds true with the letting go of a ingrained moral. I need to let go once...and all is free! I sit on the fence not knowing where to go...my decision to sit does not leave me alternatives like one side or the other. I have to jump off the fence and run.... cleanse myself of the whore image no not afraid of freedom. I am not afraid of the label. Brain will not allow body to do what it wants. Body must overcome brain...just once...just once... 4/30/06
This is what I can grasp at the moment. Life before church and state. NOTE: I would prefer to be happy in the dark than miserable in the light. This will be returned upon with more thought. Noted below is a dialogue that I had with a friend, however, my friend's name or verse is not included. I just want opinions from whoever is reading. You can e-mail if you do not want to leave a comment. As this is taken from a dialogue, there are holes and it may sound like a crazy person talking to themselves. Rest assured this is not the case. Please feel free to give me your opinion and if you laugh, I'll kill you! Just kidding.
I really want to work on SIN/EVIL
SIN and EVIL define restrictions of nature by society
Yes...they are words of ploy
Religious/political one in the same...
Restriction on freedom to be as nature intended
Regardless of the nature
This may explain my morals
Programming...brainwashing residue
I long to dismiss my morals
I seek to know how
Animal instinct is what I am referring to
We are but ANIMALS
We may be a product of society, but SOCIETY IS A PRODUCT OF US!
Don't you see?
WE comprise society
We can change it
Grrrrrr - 4/28/06
I really need to think more about this...my bony fingers do grasp the fringes of darkness' skirt. Self recognition is a good thing for the most part. However, we also see our demons! I see that my value system does not allow for enjoyment, thus it is a broken value system that needs refurbishing. This value system hurts me more than helps me. Once my beast is fed...who will keep feeding that which hungers? What is the guarantee? Love brings a quasi guarantee that sexual desires will be regularly fulfilled... I need my desires free of restrictions. Love should not be necessary for sexual pleasure. It is not just of church, state, and society...it is ME and MY morals...the moral that has been BURNED in my head! I want it gone! I have to fix it! We are a corporate, religious, governmental body the body has limbs the people...the people put the body into motion. I have always been held by love's value: thus I hate societal norms. The norms are restrictive. We can change the motion. Does this make sense? My free thoughts are free and written and I want to act out that which I desire. Church, state, and society are one body. According to the church we should not be whores. I need fixing too much thought. I want the freedom to do. That is just it...can I let go? I want to! Teaching are the values of society be it church or state. Freedom without law would not be freedom...that is from an American government class...that does make sense in the wide scope of things as it would create lawlessness: rape and assault would go unpunished. Everything is contradictory! To just give you body out to your desires... would you get gang banged? Think about it so what is freedom? This is fucked. I do want that so what do I do? I wish it were that simple: I want to jump down the rabbit hole. I don't want to hide that is just it. I do not hide my desires...I hold my body back from acquiring pleasure that is because of the LOVE factor which I must rid myself of. I will turn it over and make it work a become the whore of Babylon! The weight is too heavy in the morals area and the scale has been tipped one way for too long. I have been deprived and starved. I need feeding. Let the sucker tilt the other way. I just need to let go once...just once! Should I over indulge, I will visit the vomitorium. Just once and the rest is easy. A vomitorium is where ancient romans would go after overeating only to go back and eat again. You only need to balance once on a bike to know how to ride for the rest of your life. The same holds true with the letting go of a ingrained moral. I need to let go once...and all is free! I sit on the fence not knowing where to go...my decision to sit does not leave me alternatives like one side or the other. I have to jump off the fence and run.... cleanse myself of the whore image no not afraid of freedom. I am not afraid of the label. Brain will not allow body to do what it wants. Body must overcome brain...just once...just once... 4/30/06
Thursday, April 27, 2006
A Wish
Wicked of mind
Soft of heart
Tis but a wish to have a heart of stone
That no dagger may penetrate
As stone dost not bleed
Nor dost know of hurt
A stone may be chipped
But it dost not feel it's pieces fall away
Chips are but shards
Cold and calculating in demeanor
They lie in wait for the walkers' feet
Tis not me
My heart is of warmth and blood
Guarded, but penetrable
To hurt
Open to break
It can be broken
Yet always intact
It's scars speak
But fall on deaf ears - 4/27/06
Soft of heart
Tis but a wish to have a heart of stone
That no dagger may penetrate
As stone dost not bleed
Nor dost know of hurt
A stone may be chipped
But it dost not feel it's pieces fall away
Chips are but shards
Cold and calculating in demeanor
They lie in wait for the walkers' feet
Tis not me
My heart is of warmth and blood
Guarded, but penetrable
To hurt
Open to break
It can be broken
Yet always intact
It's scars speak
But fall on deaf ears - 4/27/06
The Almighty Vote Above Friendship
In an effort to help the flow of my local weather
A storm erupted between an old friend and myself
As all efforts on my part
To spread that which was requested
And that which should be known
Childhood memories are now erased
Permanently
As is the word
As true color has been shown
I adjust and arm myself accordingly
Now I shall deal with my original issue
And fight the injustice that I see there
He may have to ride out the storm
Should one arise
Whenever one should arise
I have the ability of flight
That most do not
It is for them that I fear
It is for them that I weep
My friendship was always true
As I can't be bought with votes
But he can
His tradition lost forever
He is now a puppet
Faded to white
With storm clouds above
No true friends
No true love
For he who speaks with forked tongue - 4/27/06
A storm erupted between an old friend and myself
As all efforts on my part
To spread that which was requested
And that which should be known
Childhood memories are now erased
Permanently
As is the word
As true color has been shown
I adjust and arm myself accordingly
Now I shall deal with my original issue
And fight the injustice that I see there
He may have to ride out the storm
Should one arise
Whenever one should arise
I have the ability of flight
That most do not
It is for them that I fear
It is for them that I weep
My friendship was always true
As I can't be bought with votes
But he can
His tradition lost forever
He is now a puppet
Faded to white
With storm clouds above
No true friends
No true love
For he who speaks with forked tongue - 4/27/06
My Dark Side
As I sit back and sip my loathsome Perrier I long for flavored water...be it ever so holy. I desire that which is not readily available. Does that not always seem the way. I sit and stew in images of debauchery and relish the ideal visage upon me. Wicked in nature must be wicked in form. I think I shall throw myself into the pit and join the demons, vampires, zombies, sadists, and other predators. The taste of blood bears that of copper yet I shall not chew on a penny. Nay that is too simple.
What do I see crawling down my wall...a peaceful spider. Should I crush it with my finger or let it roam? I shall let it be as it bothers me not. Back to my thoughts.
My incisors are but human yet open to modification. This had been thought upon at great length as it would suit my nature as would the black contacts. Much research has been done on both sometime back. Again I wonder to this ponder. Strange you may think. I think not. Both are removable fixtures and can be worn when desired. I do so much like to play.
Know this, my colors are that of black and red. I take the widow much to myself and thus sport only those two colors. Never shall I be red alone. Black alone yes or mixed with red, but never red alone. My mind does grasp the fringes of darkness' skirt as that has been my way since I was 6. Maybe it is the darkness that drives my curiosity wild and ever curious I am. Age has not killed my child, but has made it wise and knowledgeable. I do not seek to destroy that which has made me. I seek to shake it's icy hand while I claw it's back filling my nails with flesh.
To say I am heartless would be an injustice. Darkness of heart has always loomed within and is thus part and parcel. Accept it or not. Tis just a part of me as are my eyes. I shall not pluck out my darkness as it offends me not.
I have evolved and will continue to do so.
Something I wrote many years ago:
Black heart spewing black blood through pulsing veins conjuring images of darkness. Vile contingencies lucis ferre dis humanus. ~ 4/27/06
What do I see crawling down my wall...a peaceful spider. Should I crush it with my finger or let it roam? I shall let it be as it bothers me not. Back to my thoughts.
My incisors are but human yet open to modification. This had been thought upon at great length as it would suit my nature as would the black contacts. Much research has been done on both sometime back. Again I wonder to this ponder. Strange you may think. I think not. Both are removable fixtures and can be worn when desired. I do so much like to play.
Know this, my colors are that of black and red. I take the widow much to myself and thus sport only those two colors. Never shall I be red alone. Black alone yes or mixed with red, but never red alone. My mind does grasp the fringes of darkness' skirt as that has been my way since I was 6. Maybe it is the darkness that drives my curiosity wild and ever curious I am. Age has not killed my child, but has made it wise and knowledgeable. I do not seek to destroy that which has made me. I seek to shake it's icy hand while I claw it's back filling my nails with flesh.
To say I am heartless would be an injustice. Darkness of heart has always loomed within and is thus part and parcel. Accept it or not. Tis just a part of me as are my eyes. I shall not pluck out my darkness as it offends me not.
I have evolved and will continue to do so.
Something I wrote many years ago:
Black heart spewing black blood through pulsing veins conjuring images of darkness. Vile contingencies lucis ferre dis humanus. ~ 4/27/06
Philosophies for April 2006
Depth of an individual is without limitations!
There is no need for thanks amongst friends. Just friendship is needed. You know how the other person feels based on their deeds rather than on their words.
Since we come pre-made with ass holes, we don't need another.
Only crawl to the hand that feeds the hunger that lies within.
Cognitive depth at conscious levels do explore unconsciousness.
There is no need for thanks amongst friends. Just friendship is needed. You know how the other person feels based on their deeds rather than on their words.
Since we come pre-made with ass holes, we don't need another.
Only crawl to the hand that feeds the hunger that lies within.
Cognitive depth at conscious levels do explore unconsciousness.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Poisoned Pen
My inkwell needs refilling today
As many a page have been scrawled
By these my bony fingers
Night and day trying to escape him
Fill the well I did
When his gaze was cast down
With cunning and purpose
I bled a cat
A black cat at that
How ironic as he is superstitious of black cats
I filled my well with it's life
Ah the mind of a woman scorned
Poisoned at mind leads to poison of hand
Arsenic be my tool
Tainted now is the blood of my well
And I shall dip deep within
Upon my next verse
Contemplating his murder
He most definitely loves to observe when I write
Hovering lovingly over my shoulder
Watching my every move
I loath him and his observations
With such viciousness
I reek of it
Yet he smells it not
Nor do his sights extend past the end of his nose
Pitiful rejection of a man
Can he not see the twist in my face upon his gaze
Nor feel the twinge upon his touch
He sickens me to heart and stomach
To bear more is not possible
Thus I shall take advantage of his habit
My but these words look so beautifully scripted
What was crimson is now browning
A very interesting effect
On this my poison literature
This evening during his hover
I will rise and turn to him with loaded pen in hand
Smile to him as he has not seen in years
And allow him to soak in my beauty
Much of which he has drained in due course
Through his constant annoying observation
He will look into my soul for the last time
Prior to my taking of his
Yes, pen in hand loaded with my deadly ink
I will thrust it deep within his neck
He will not even have the pleasure of almonds
I can only imagine as I put this to parchment
The shock of my gesture
His mouth gapping and drooling in stupidity
Falling to his knees as though begging for redemption
That he shall not find that here
What he shall find is my total contentment
Through his orbits void of sight
He searches vacant visions
At long last
A wrong made WRITE! - 4/26/06
As many a page have been scrawled
By these my bony fingers
Night and day trying to escape him
Fill the well I did
When his gaze was cast down
With cunning and purpose
I bled a cat
A black cat at that
How ironic as he is superstitious of black cats
I filled my well with it's life
Ah the mind of a woman scorned
Poisoned at mind leads to poison of hand
Arsenic be my tool
Tainted now is the blood of my well
And I shall dip deep within
Upon my next verse
Contemplating his murder
He most definitely loves to observe when I write
Hovering lovingly over my shoulder
Watching my every move
I loath him and his observations
With such viciousness
I reek of it
Yet he smells it not
Nor do his sights extend past the end of his nose
Pitiful rejection of a man
Can he not see the twist in my face upon his gaze
Nor feel the twinge upon his touch
He sickens me to heart and stomach
To bear more is not possible
Thus I shall take advantage of his habit
My but these words look so beautifully scripted
What was crimson is now browning
A very interesting effect
On this my poison literature
This evening during his hover
I will rise and turn to him with loaded pen in hand
Smile to him as he has not seen in years
And allow him to soak in my beauty
Much of which he has drained in due course
Through his constant annoying observation
He will look into my soul for the last time
Prior to my taking of his
Yes, pen in hand loaded with my deadly ink
I will thrust it deep within his neck
He will not even have the pleasure of almonds
I can only imagine as I put this to parchment
The shock of my gesture
His mouth gapping and drooling in stupidity
Falling to his knees as though begging for redemption
That he shall not find that here
What he shall find is my total contentment
Through his orbits void of sight
He searches vacant visions
At long last
A wrong made WRITE! - 4/26/06
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Canis Lupus in Heat
Sitting on my hind quarters
I lavishly licks my chops
Staring wavery at the moon
What shall I do? Me thinks as I reconcile myself.
It is dark and the pack is at the den
A slight breeze passes my snout
And I smell him
Where is he?
I will howl and call him
My head tilts back
Fur dense glistening as I arch
I let it out...Ouoooooooo
My ears are peeked as I listen for him
The breaking of twigs and the crushing of leaves
Tells me he is near
I will pace and await his arrival
His strides are faster and I hear him approach
My alpha mate
I cock my bushy tail to side allowing him total access
He smells me
Then mounts me
Fast and viciously he takes me
Paws draping around me
He hangs on
In less than a minute he is done
But we cannot escape each other yet
We try to pull apart
Only to have stupid hopeless looks upon our faces
Finally we break free
Back to the den we go
I have done my job
My litter will arrive in two months
I am but a SHE-WOLF - 4/25/06
I used to breed labs and know their mating nature. Coco was my female and Buddy was my male. Together, they had three litters. However, a bit of research was done at International Wolf Center.
I lavishly licks my chops
Staring wavery at the moon
What shall I do? Me thinks as I reconcile myself.
It is dark and the pack is at the den
A slight breeze passes my snout
And I smell him
Where is he?
I will howl and call him
My head tilts back
Fur dense glistening as I arch
I let it out...Ouoooooooo
My ears are peeked as I listen for him
The breaking of twigs and the crushing of leaves
Tells me he is near
I will pace and await his arrival
His strides are faster and I hear him approach
My alpha mate
I cock my bushy tail to side allowing him total access
He smells me
Then mounts me
Fast and viciously he takes me
Paws draping around me
He hangs on
In less than a minute he is done
But we cannot escape each other yet
We try to pull apart
Only to have stupid hopeless looks upon our faces
Finally we break free
Back to the den we go
I have done my job
My litter will arrive in two months
I am but a SHE-WOLF - 4/25/06
I used to breed labs and know their mating nature. Coco was my female and Buddy was my male. Together, they had three litters. However, a bit of research was done at International Wolf Center.
Chess Game Repeat
It seems like I am at the game again. This time, however, there is some participation although not representative enough to say that the game is really on. Should I play offensively or defensively? In the greater scope of things, I'd say it would be in my best interest to play offensively this time round. Rather than guarding my king, I will allow my queen, rooks, knights, and pawns to focus on the ultimate capture of my opponents king. However, a bit more strategy is required in figuring out my opponents next move and whether that move will be valid or at very least constructive. In the event it cannot be validated nor be considered constructive, I will cease the game without forfeit. If the game is on, I will participate until I either win or I lose. In any respect, even a loss can be a win if the game is played with the correct mind set. My cunning nature is already testing the opponents validity. I shall know soon enough as the pieces are moved around the board and I will make my calculations and decisions accordingly. Once again, a game with out participation becomes a game of foolery. I shall to use whatever tactics necessary to ensure that I am not the jester. Will I take my opponents king or will my opponent take mine? I guess the pieces that have just played may or may not cause check, checkmate, or stalemate. It has yet to been seen. I end here for now. By all means let's play it out and may the best person win or at best cause a stalemate. - 4/25/06
The Object of Adversity
Tolerance if not acceptance of individuality should be a norm
Hypocrisy at any level should be fought upon by logic
Freedom should not be a suggestive form but a reality
Justice should be had by all regardless of gender, religion, sexual preference, national origin, skin color, etc
The studious should teach through practice of non-prejudicial ideas
Strive for peace and you will find unity and love as enmity brings chaos
Adversity can only be overcome through participation
Please participate - Arachne 4/25/06
Hypocrisy at any level should be fought upon by logic
Freedom should not be a suggestive form but a reality
Justice should be had by all regardless of gender, religion, sexual preference, national origin, skin color, etc
The studious should teach through practice of non-prejudicial ideas
Strive for peace and you will find unity and love as enmity brings chaos
Adversity can only be overcome through participation
Please participate - Arachne 4/25/06
Monday, April 24, 2006
Touch Me
Knees bent
The lunge backward is made
Shoulders blades creep to the top
As mangled tresses reach the pillow
They follow going side to side
Slithering and wriggling
In nakedness' delight
Cool sheets against warmth of body
White in contrast to skin
Outstretched arms and legs
Open and vulnerable
Shackles envisioned
Existing for the moment
This pleasurable moment
Soft is now hard
Dry is now wet
Anticipation building
Hips in gyration
Tossing but not turning
Oh the need to be touched
Tease!!!!
Do tease
Make it last
Make me beg
Leather against skin
Drawn up between
Mouth open
Gasps of delight
Where do I begin - 4/24/06
The lunge backward is made
Shoulders blades creep to the top
As mangled tresses reach the pillow
They follow going side to side
Slithering and wriggling
In nakedness' delight
Cool sheets against warmth of body
White in contrast to skin
Outstretched arms and legs
Open and vulnerable
Shackles envisioned
Existing for the moment
This pleasurable moment
Soft is now hard
Dry is now wet
Anticipation building
Hips in gyration
Tossing but not turning
Oh the need to be touched
Tease!!!!
Do tease
Make it last
Make me beg
Leather against skin
Drawn up between
Mouth open
Gasps of delight
Where do I begin - 4/24/06
Sunday, April 23, 2006
The Kill
Tongue against knife
I lick the blade
Coveting the savory delight
The kill was good this evening
As no defense was given
Thus the corpse was soft and tender
It seems that the meat is tougher
When the fight is on
I'll bet by now rigidity has set in
Leaving it marble like
In tones of gray
Still and hard
I laughed as the victim begged
Seeking to keep life
To think that I would let it live
Was a mere self deception
Could it not tell it was going to die
Beg or not
The cave was the best
Yes the relinquishing of the throat
Its head cocked back in submission
Allowing my knife total access
Neatly ear to ear
Gaping wound pouring forth
I watched in gory glory
It's head toppling backward
Now I justly lick my plate clean - 4/23/06
IN MEMORY OF JACK THE RIPPER
I lick the blade
Coveting the savory delight
The kill was good this evening
As no defense was given
Thus the corpse was soft and tender
It seems that the meat is tougher
When the fight is on
I'll bet by now rigidity has set in
Leaving it marble like
In tones of gray
Still and hard
I laughed as the victim begged
Seeking to keep life
To think that I would let it live
Was a mere self deception
Could it not tell it was going to die
Beg or not
The cave was the best
Yes the relinquishing of the throat
Its head cocked back in submission
Allowing my knife total access
Neatly ear to ear
Gaping wound pouring forth
I watched in gory glory
It's head toppling backward
Now I justly lick my plate clean - 4/23/06
IN MEMORY OF JACK THE RIPPER
The Electrocution
He covets that which is not his
It is mine paid for with my money
She is my pride and joy
She is my Strat
Something I worked hard for
He is thinking he will use her
For his musical talents
Take her places that I have yet to show her
No this will not happen
I have devised a brilliant plan
Oh he shall test her
That I will allow
As this is part of my plan
Lets see this wire into there...hum
This should work
I am smirking as I think of the dance he will do
He will hold her alright
He wont be able to let her go
The electricity will keep him from release
But release he will
That of his ghost
This I ensure
Hey, man want to try her out?
He puts the strap over his shoulder
She is laying on his belly looking at me
He reaches over to the amp and grabs the cord
Oh the sucker is going to plug it in
The lights flicker like a strobe
Now he dances
I think of the wickedness of my nature
But grin without care
I think he has had enough
As he is looking blackened
I must get to the breaker
Has he turned to tar!
But she stares up at me looking as good as the day I bought her
The remains
I know how to get rid of it
I will stuff it between the bed and the wall
They will never find him
That was a neat little job and entertaining at that
I should have at least put a dollar in his pocket
His dance was most worthy
A shilling would have done him more justice
In less than obvious places
Finished finally finished
I breath deeply now and I am relaxed
She is mine and only mine
She is my Strat and only I can possess her - 4/23/06
If there are errors sorry this was a quick write.
It is mine paid for with my money
She is my pride and joy
She is my Strat
Something I worked hard for
He is thinking he will use her
For his musical talents
Take her places that I have yet to show her
No this will not happen
I have devised a brilliant plan
Oh he shall test her
That I will allow
As this is part of my plan
Lets see this wire into there...hum
This should work
I am smirking as I think of the dance he will do
He will hold her alright
He wont be able to let her go
The electricity will keep him from release
But release he will
That of his ghost
This I ensure
Hey, man want to try her out?
He puts the strap over his shoulder
She is laying on his belly looking at me
He reaches over to the amp and grabs the cord
Oh the sucker is going to plug it in
The lights flicker like a strobe
Now he dances
I think of the wickedness of my nature
But grin without care
I think he has had enough
As he is looking blackened
I must get to the breaker
Has he turned to tar!
But she stares up at me looking as good as the day I bought her
The remains
I know how to get rid of it
I will stuff it between the bed and the wall
They will never find him
That was a neat little job and entertaining at that
I should have at least put a dollar in his pocket
His dance was most worthy
A shilling would have done him more justice
In less than obvious places
Finished finally finished
I breath deeply now and I am relaxed
She is mine and only mine
She is my Strat and only I can possess her - 4/23/06
If there are errors sorry this was a quick write.
Fuck Me
Fuck me
Suck me
Blow my mind
Gag me
Choke me
Take me from behind
Rape me
Tape me
Do it but again
Strap me
Slap me
But do bring a friend - 4/23/06
Suck me
Blow my mind
Gag me
Choke me
Take me from behind
Rape me
Tape me
Do it but again
Strap me
Slap me
But do bring a friend - 4/23/06
Thou Hast Called My Name
Thou hast called my name
Bolstered my opinion and
Laid rapture upon my being
Yet only in the virtual sense
Not in body
Yea, the mind cries for redemption
Yet the capsule seeks ecstasy
Which shall win?
Will thou call upon me again?
Shall I hear the hush of thy voice
Pressed gently upon my ear?
I sense thee
But see thee not
Art thou real
Or art thou a figment?
From the shoulder
I extend my limb
My digits wriggle in air
And search for thee
But find thee not
I have lost but myself - 4/23/06
Bolstered my opinion and
Laid rapture upon my being
Yet only in the virtual sense
Not in body
Yea, the mind cries for redemption
Yet the capsule seeks ecstasy
Which shall win?
Will thou call upon me again?
Shall I hear the hush of thy voice
Pressed gently upon my ear?
I sense thee
But see thee not
Art thou real
Or art thou a figment?
From the shoulder
I extend my limb
My digits wriggle in air
And search for thee
But find thee not
I have lost but myself - 4/23/06
Saturday, April 22, 2006
The Blood
Stretch...yawn...blah Tis yet but another day. Having just crawled from my coffin like bed, I am in search nourishment. What shall it be today? What shall I feed upon? Being ever so clueless, I shall devour a bit of this and that in hope that the blood is good today. I cannot deal with this weakness as I am so used to strength of mind and body. These past few days made me realize that the lack of blood components causes the body and mind to tire at an alarming rate and try as I might to regain myself, I am yet unable. Much has been neglected for too long of a time and it is necessary to rebuild. Sure muscle under skin is defined and strength is there yet not the type I seek. Alas, I will devour all that is SWEET! - 4/22/06
The Widow
Beautiful and black
I wait for thee
Hiding where thou shalt not see
Amidst the woods and rock
Doing that which comes to my nature
Silently I weave and wait
Lest I be disturbed
I shalt harm thee not
Yet what harm dost cometh
At this our union
Comes to thee is at thine own risk
Ye beware of the hunger that builds
It grows
A hunger to mate
Will I be thy poison?
A hunger to eat
Will I drain thee of thy fluids
And lie belly up in contentment ? - 4/22/06
I wait for thee
Hiding where thou shalt not see
Amidst the woods and rock
Doing that which comes to my nature
Silently I weave and wait
Lest I be disturbed
I shalt harm thee not
Yet what harm dost cometh
At this our union
Comes to thee is at thine own risk
Ye beware of the hunger that builds
It grows
A hunger to mate
Will I be thy poison?
A hunger to eat
Will I drain thee of thy fluids
And lie belly up in contentment ? - 4/22/06
Thoughts of the Wonder Wheel
The Wonder Wheel in Coney Island always scared the crap out of me due to the rocking motion of the cabin. Although my fear of height is great it does not compare to present day fears as thoughts of war languish in my head. I am at a loss. Unbelievable as it might seem, my trip to Brooklyn may actually be my escape from a supposedly civil country called Canada. Things like this do not happen in civil countries in 2006 right? Wrong. They do especially if you are Native American. I have been doing that which I believe is my job to do and that is to inform the uninformed by compiling incoming information. That being done, I struggle to grasp the fleeting moments of creativity only hoping that they will bounce back into the mass that lies within my cranium. Bouts of creativity do come and go and I attempt to express myself at every opportunity. Today I have been on an emotional roller coaster, however, the attendant is not present to stop the ride. It really is time to get off the Cyclone and onto the Wonder Wheel. Alas, I smell the ocean breeze and the hot dogs. They are there waiting. I only need go. - 4/22/06
The Red
Here all looks black and white
Alas, the moon dost wane
But it still sparkles and shines
Gleaming back at me
Wickedly knowing
Unknowingly feeling
Sharp from diamonds point grind
It almost sizzles in my hand
Warm its handle be
Compared to the cold complexity of head
Yea it all gleams back at me
Save for the red
Ah the red
You cannot see its true color
Nor does it want to be seen
Does it not seem black
In this place of little light?
That which is red
And drips gingerly from the head
Who have I struck?
Does the body lie dead?
Aye, that dost seem the logic
Twas not an eye for an eye
Just mere spite
Save for the red
Ah the red
That which I delight
Let me cast down on you
Visions of rouge
Its razor sharp head glimmers back at me
Smiling
Save for the red
Ah the red ~ 4/22/06
IN MEMORY OF EDGAR ALLAN POE
Alas, the moon dost wane
But it still sparkles and shines
Gleaming back at me
Wickedly knowing
Unknowingly feeling
Sharp from diamonds point grind
It almost sizzles in my hand
Warm its handle be
Compared to the cold complexity of head
Yea it all gleams back at me
Save for the red
Ah the red
You cannot see its true color
Nor does it want to be seen
Does it not seem black
In this place of little light?
That which is red
And drips gingerly from the head
Who have I struck?
Does the body lie dead?
Aye, that dost seem the logic
Twas not an eye for an eye
Just mere spite
Save for the red
Ah the red
That which I delight
Let me cast down on you
Visions of rouge
Its razor sharp head glimmers back at me
Smiling
Save for the red
Ah the red ~ 4/22/06
IN MEMORY OF EDGAR ALLAN POE
Doll on Death's Music Box
Soothing sounds made soft
I gargle of razor blades
Effectively slicing the back of my throat
I let out a breath
And a whisper is uttered
A scream is attempted
Yet the pleasure
The pleasure of bleeding pain
Causes cease of compulsion
My twisted mouth splatters
And droplets form in the stark sink
Turning to pools
I watch my porcelain
Looking in the mirror
Life's blood is drained
My skin reflects the tone
The tone of Death's melody
I hear it and dance
Spewing blades and blood
I am but the doll on Death's music box - 4/22/06
I gargle of razor blades
Effectively slicing the back of my throat
I let out a breath
And a whisper is uttered
A scream is attempted
Yet the pleasure
The pleasure of bleeding pain
Causes cease of compulsion
My twisted mouth splatters
And droplets form in the stark sink
Turning to pools
I watch my porcelain
Looking in the mirror
Life's blood is drained
My skin reflects the tone
The tone of Death's melody
I hear it and dance
Spewing blades and blood
I am but the doll on Death's music box - 4/22/06
Captured
I am following thoughts
Like a male dog sniffing crotch
My mind is like that of the sensitive snout
Yet rather than nasal delight
I encounter ideas
Morbid, sweet, or sexed might they be
Nonetheless they are IDEAS
AND they are MINE
I have the lasso around my reason
Thus I can capture
That which attempts to run by
Yet I am becoming ever seasoned
Knowing that which causes the stir
I'll allow it time to saute
Just for a moment
As to over think a thought
Will drive it into bedrock
Ceasing its freedom of movement
Scribble scribble scribble - 4/22/06
Like a male dog sniffing crotch
My mind is like that of the sensitive snout
Yet rather than nasal delight
I encounter ideas
Morbid, sweet, or sexed might they be
Nonetheless they are IDEAS
AND they are MINE
I have the lasso around my reason
Thus I can capture
That which attempts to run by
Yet I am becoming ever seasoned
Knowing that which causes the stir
I'll allow it time to saute
Just for a moment
As to over think a thought
Will drive it into bedrock
Ceasing its freedom of movement
Scribble scribble scribble - 4/22/06
Friday, April 21, 2006
Broken Wing
She does not see nor hear me cry for her
A small gentle bird with a broken wing
Lying in the box lonely, dark, and beautiful
I long to help her..hold her...
Reach out and touch her soft soul
To end the pain that she disguises with strength
I need the strength to hold on - 4/21/06
A small gentle bird with a broken wing
Lying in the box lonely, dark, and beautiful
I long to help her..hold her...
Reach out and touch her soft soul
To end the pain that she disguises with strength
I need the strength to hold on - 4/21/06
Thursday, April 20, 2006
A Spew
After a day of devouring...
Beware! No rhyme lies here...
Are the keystrokes that obvious? Is my fight to maintain clarity that clear? Alas, the ghost has not given up...it has only been relinquished for a moment in time to dream a dreamless sleep and wake in xanax induced fog. Yes, I do sit endlessly in darkness as that is where my spirit lies...without sunshine...without light, but the darkness to not rule supreme as a mere flicker of light discloses even the smallest of shadows. Aye, it is nice to find that glimmer of light that ever so gently opens the vastness of the dark and exposes the shadows that lie within.
Being that we are but emotional beings, we hold steadfast to that which we are comprised of. Is it not so that emotion is what makes our brains think, our heart soar, and our spirits rise? We are but inspirations to each other and thus we feed upon ourselves then spew our literature in such a fashion that it becomes our web. A web that entangles our victims awaiting our next bite or morsel!
Love be like a dragon which thou shalt slay with one swoop of thy mighty sword. Treat it like the opponent and thou shalt conquer. Lie hopeless and helpless, and thou shalt be eaten by the beast. Love is a never ending process of learning. We keep falling into the crevice deep yet have the ability to crawl out and aspire to yet another. It is progress as you learn a lesson each time you are defeated. This adds metal to your armor and thus you become stronger for the next round. You may feel weak, but you are more cunning in your behavior and seek that which is not akin to those prior. Sure there will be dings and dents, but strength to overcome and bear will be with you. Remember thy armor, and prevail! Always put self worth ahead even if only halfheartedly. To minimize "self" will bring defeat!
NOTES:
1) Who really does what is in their best interest?
2) Distance in any manner should not be kept between friends and true friends my wander in miles, but never in spirit.
3) As the eyes are the windows of the soul, they speak at great length where words do not dwell.
4) A true bouquet is that of dried flowers as they will not change in their configuration. Live
flowers wilt and die and their beautiful face no longer looks at the sun as their heads are down with eyes closed not seeing the floor.
5)A bit of hurt sometimes does the body good. Me thinks that people bend rather than break less they be ridged to begin with. - 4/20/06
Beware! No rhyme lies here...
Are the keystrokes that obvious? Is my fight to maintain clarity that clear? Alas, the ghost has not given up...it has only been relinquished for a moment in time to dream a dreamless sleep and wake in xanax induced fog. Yes, I do sit endlessly in darkness as that is where my spirit lies...without sunshine...without light, but the darkness to not rule supreme as a mere flicker of light discloses even the smallest of shadows. Aye, it is nice to find that glimmer of light that ever so gently opens the vastness of the dark and exposes the shadows that lie within.
Being that we are but emotional beings, we hold steadfast to that which we are comprised of. Is it not so that emotion is what makes our brains think, our heart soar, and our spirits rise? We are but inspirations to each other and thus we feed upon ourselves then spew our literature in such a fashion that it becomes our web. A web that entangles our victims awaiting our next bite or morsel!
Love be like a dragon which thou shalt slay with one swoop of thy mighty sword. Treat it like the opponent and thou shalt conquer. Lie hopeless and helpless, and thou shalt be eaten by the beast. Love is a never ending process of learning. We keep falling into the crevice deep yet have the ability to crawl out and aspire to yet another. It is progress as you learn a lesson each time you are defeated. This adds metal to your armor and thus you become stronger for the next round. You may feel weak, but you are more cunning in your behavior and seek that which is not akin to those prior. Sure there will be dings and dents, but strength to overcome and bear will be with you. Remember thy armor, and prevail! Always put self worth ahead even if only halfheartedly. To minimize "self" will bring defeat!
NOTES:
1) Who really does what is in their best interest?
2) Distance in any manner should not be kept between friends and true friends my wander in miles, but never in spirit.
3) As the eyes are the windows of the soul, they speak at great length where words do not dwell.
4) A true bouquet is that of dried flowers as they will not change in their configuration. Live
flowers wilt and die and their beautiful face no longer looks at the sun as their heads are down with eyes closed not seeing the floor.
5)A bit of hurt sometimes does the body good. Me thinks that people bend rather than break less they be ridged to begin with. - 4/20/06
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
A Note to Parents
Be honest with your children REGARDLESS OF YOUR/THEIR AGE. Don't just let them see that which is a mere symbol of a parent. Some cookie cut-out from days gone by. The symbol of a lame righteous individual with a narrow mind who never did wrong! The person who is the epitome of perfect. BULL! Parents are fallible beings who did and will make mistakes. To hold the rank of "know it all" will leave your nest more than empty. Sure we have to be a role model for our kids, but that doesn't mean that the mold is without its bubbles. LEARN from your children don't just preach. Let them inside to know the REAL you and all the wrongs that you have done. Don't don the mightier than thou attitude as you will destroy your relationship. Allow your child to see YOUR inner child and play with the moment. ENJOY THE PERSON...THE INDIVIDUAL that your child is! - 4/19/06
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Our Tombstones
After a bit of reflection and discussion, I have come to the realization that these blogs are a great way to engrave ourselves on the net and in the minds of the masses. It serves as a insight into our being and screams out "Hey, I was here! Know me!" As such, it is the most informative type of tombstone that we can leave as it does not just say our names, birth, and death, it shows our LIFE! What a grand and glorious life we lead. It is just a matter of acknowledging that which is behind us and that which is yet to come. It is a great pleasure to read those of you I have subscribed to and although my reading has ceased momentarily, I will again return. In the meantime, let our tombstones be of great length. We are the conquerors...we are the writers! - 4/18/06
Memory Lane
The tear stains have been cleansed from this idiot's face and my mind has been cleared. Unfortunately, I have been looming in the darkness of bygone days. Mind's eye visions of such foreboding ventures should have died once pondered in yesterdays sights. Yet I am a creature of memory and have thus allowed such monsters to bear their ugly heads and stare at me. Nay I have stared back and defied that which was tragic and turned it into a positive cognition. At best, this adventure down the lane of memories gave pleasure to the person I love most...my daughter. It is for her that great strides are made and the ugliest of demons conquered! Yeah, mommy did it yet again. Your pleasure is granted at any expense. I love you! - 4/18/06
His Bite
Where shalt thou teeth roam
Be marked on this body
Only to submit to that which is mighty
Say no more my Lord as I am with thee
Visions do make for poor reality
Yet build essential desires within the beast that needs feeding
Shall I be the meat or bone that you gnaw
Yea I and thee do have carnal hunger
Tis yet to be fed - 4/18/06
Be marked on this body
Only to submit to that which is mighty
Say no more my Lord as I am with thee
Visions do make for poor reality
Yet build essential desires within the beast that needs feeding
Shall I be the meat or bone that you gnaw
Yea I and thee do have carnal hunger
Tis yet to be fed - 4/18/06
A Comment to Writers
Love, lust, desire, rapture, and sorrow are all great inspirations for writers. It is that which makes us tick. To write lackluster would be an expansive waste of energy. Rejoice in that which provokes your creativity and question it not. Live, love, laugh, and then do it again! - 4/18/06
Her Inner Light
Some people just have the innate ability to bring about the light in and for others. For these individuals a smile brings about radiant brilliance that would defy the Gods' sun. Alas I say you are lighting the sky with your beautiful smile. Yea challenge the sun as I smell the defeat of your rival. Look to the west and see the sun drift away yet brightness is still with thee. - 4/18/06
Dedicated to DJ whose smile is electric!
Dedicated to DJ whose smile is electric!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
My Erotica
I need thoughtless, mindless, escapism
No thoughts just touch and feel
Lavish expressions enrich suppleness of coarse features
Exotic tastes exploring minuscule buds
Exploratory functions need not cease
Deep within wetness soft and sweet
I am fulfilled
Surrealism surrounds me and I drift
Not through experience but through dreams
He grasps my throat
And I stray away into darkness - 4/16/06
No thoughts just touch and feel
Lavish expressions enrich suppleness of coarse features
Exotic tastes exploring minuscule buds
Exploratory functions need not cease
Deep within wetness soft and sweet
I am fulfilled
Surrealism surrounds me and I drift
Not through experience but through dreams
He grasps my throat
And I stray away into darkness - 4/16/06
Friday, April 14, 2006
Beloved Friend
Sometimes we "L" a friend deeper than we know. It is not until we lose them that we realize what they have meant to us. By loss I do not mean death...I mean hurt feelings. I have hurt someone not by intention, but by sheer stupidity. This stupidity leered its ugly head not too long ago and although I thought I could share a foreboding event, I could not. My friend's ears were closed as a previous wound (not made by me) was opened and made afresh and thus could not be dealt with. I should have known better as I knew the history. As a result, I was at a loss and my loss was great. We are speaking again, however, will forgiveness be forthcoming? I can only hope and say that "I forgot them in haste. You just brought a smile to this crying face." The papers are in the mail!
To shed tears you need emotion. The emotion is there. As a realist, I cannot deny what exists: to deny fact would be pure foolery! Sometimes things serve as grand reminders of our stupidity. I have faced my stupidity thus it has been recognized and conquered. Yes the "L" word has be elicited in total and pure friendship. - 4/14/06
To shed tears you need emotion. The emotion is there. As a realist, I cannot deny what exists: to deny fact would be pure foolery! Sometimes things serve as grand reminders of our stupidity. I have faced my stupidity thus it has been recognized and conquered. Yes the "L" word has be elicited in total and pure friendship. - 4/14/06
Inspiration
Alas sickness of heart dost bring about ghostly inspiration
Swimming thoughts are unbound and unleashed
Yet my thoughts cannot be captured at the speed of light in which they occur
Hast the neurons exploded and multiplied thus encompassing my reason
I must hasten my literature lest my thoughts dismiss themselves - 4/14/06
Swimming thoughts are unbound and unleashed
Yet my thoughts cannot be captured at the speed of light in which they occur
Hast the neurons exploded and multiplied thus encompassing my reason
I must hasten my literature lest my thoughts dismiss themselves - 4/14/06
Another Thought
Misgivings made perhaps by chance
Make but for foolery
Lest they be mingled by blood
Yea hope lies within and upon
In this my heart
To seek a kinship
Tis naught a jest made by jester - 4/14/06
Make but for foolery
Lest they be mingled by blood
Yea hope lies within and upon
In this my heart
To seek a kinship
Tis naught a jest made by jester - 4/14/06
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Response to a Great Comment
Sojourner Truth wrote the following comment to my post "THE NATURE OF THE BEAST." Thus far she is the winner!
I find the beast simply to be an extension of conscience (which is really just a social device anyway), and I think more thought and morality actually go into tending the beast than the conscience itself because the beast is primal and untamed. A lot of times when feeding the beast comes up people feel as though they must justify why they continue to do so, which gives rise to a sort of counter-conscience. So, in a way it is a very handy device indeed because, if the classic concept of conscience is created by society, the beast is the one to keep societal views in check.
MY COMMENT TO HER:
The beast is primal. You have hit the nail right on the head. It is nature not nurture that is the beast within. I think many people fail to realize that we are but mere animals in clothes. Would you believe that one person told me that we are not animals that we are human beings. My argument back was that we are mammals. She did not get it so a definition was provided. It is unfortunate that her mental capacity could not grasp that we are grouped with monkeys, chimps, mice, dogs, etc. LOL I am glad that stupidity does not reign on Myspace. People like you reign! -Written to Sojourner Truth 4/13/06
Post Script (to those that don't know what P.S. stands for): People use a DICTIONARY! It does explain what a word means. it does provide the root word, and its origin! LMAO Rock my socks! Both of them!!
I find the beast simply to be an extension of conscience (which is really just a social device anyway), and I think more thought and morality actually go into tending the beast than the conscience itself because the beast is primal and untamed. A lot of times when feeding the beast comes up people feel as though they must justify why they continue to do so, which gives rise to a sort of counter-conscience. So, in a way it is a very handy device indeed because, if the classic concept of conscience is created by society, the beast is the one to keep societal views in check.
MY COMMENT TO HER:
The beast is primal. You have hit the nail right on the head. It is nature not nurture that is the beast within. I think many people fail to realize that we are but mere animals in clothes. Would you believe that one person told me that we are not animals that we are human beings. My argument back was that we are mammals. She did not get it so a definition was provided. It is unfortunate that her mental capacity could not grasp that we are grouped with monkeys, chimps, mice, dogs, etc. LOL I am glad that stupidity does not reign on Myspace. People like you reign! -Written to Sojourner Truth 4/13/06
Post Script (to those that don't know what P.S. stands for): People use a DICTIONARY! It does explain what a word means. it does provide the root word, and its origin! LMAO Rock my socks! Both of them!!
Americans vs Canadians
Canadians who have been accepted as friends on Myspace do not fall into this category. It is for those Canadians that have no humor, are uninspired (not that I am looking to inspire anyone), thoughtless, and easy to piss off. These individuals fall into the drool and dribble crowd.
So I have this Brillo like personality or that likened to that of fingernails on a chalkboard, however, this is who I am...take it or leave it. There does not seem to be a problem with my relating to fellow Americans and some cool Canadians. However, most, Canadians just don’t get it. Maybe it is the American education system versus the Canadian education system that accounts for our differences. Maybe it is the politics. Or just the water!! Snow blindness is another good one!!! That is not to say that we are producing Einsteins and they are producing idiots, but they seem to lack the sick sense of humor and quick wit that I have found readily available in Americans. Although, I may get hate mail for this baby, it is a must post as it has been biting me in the ass for sometime now. ~ 4/13/06
So I have this Brillo like personality or that likened to that of fingernails on a chalkboard, however, this is who I am...take it or leave it. There does not seem to be a problem with my relating to fellow Americans and some cool Canadians. However, most, Canadians just don’t get it. Maybe it is the American education system versus the Canadian education system that accounts for our differences. Maybe it is the politics. Or just the water!! Snow blindness is another good one!!! That is not to say that we are producing Einsteins and they are producing idiots, but they seem to lack the sick sense of humor and quick wit that I have found readily available in Americans. Although, I may get hate mail for this baby, it is a must post as it has been biting me in the ass for sometime now. ~ 4/13/06
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
My King Shall Not Be Captured
Anyone who has enjoyed a good game of chess knows that it is a strategic game that requires concentration and skill. Sometimes life acts like a chess game and the need to defend your King is essential. As I have a moment or two I am sitting back pondering which piece needs to make a defensive or offensive move. Although my thoughts vacillated and were deep, I am at wits end as to what to do at this moment. That is not to say I don't have a preplanned course of action.
Being a humorous yet serious person, I am trying to ascertain if a certain individual is earnest or insincere. If the individual is earnest, then my course of action is elementary. However, if it serves as an amusement, then much thought and energy must go into the playing. Sometimes a contest can be entertaining with a worthy opponent, but as this would be round two, I would rather save than wager on trivialities.
I shall not get miffed as I will desist before the next move is made as my King shall not be captured. There will be no encore without participation. ~ 4/12/06
Being a humorous yet serious person, I am trying to ascertain if a certain individual is earnest or insincere. If the individual is earnest, then my course of action is elementary. However, if it serves as an amusement, then much thought and energy must go into the playing. Sometimes a contest can be entertaining with a worthy opponent, but as this would be round two, I would rather save than wager on trivialities.
I shall not get miffed as I will desist before the next move is made as my King shall not be captured. There will be no encore without participation. ~ 4/12/06
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