In 2004 I was something that I did not like so I decided to take the bull by the horns and return to my old self. In the process I got rid of much and changed much. Some did not recognize me, but had they in fact known me? Had they known Max? Probably not. The metamorphosis was accomplished with speed and precision. Unfortunately, between success and now, I seem to have lost my edge somewhere, but I want it back. I want my dark nature to return in full force. I want my limbs and mind to work in the same fashion and I don't want to feel.
I have already noticed that I am self-serving and I am enjoying it. There are some aspects of Max that I will not allow to surface, but who knows, she may beat me out and take over. If I think about it, that might not be so bad. She did serve me well. Perhaps she serves me now as what was attempts to rise like cream to the surface. ~ Maggie ~ April 25, 2011 @ 7:01 p.m. EST
