I recognize the cold and its deliverance and its deliverance is not just to me. Perhaps the person is just that way, yet I wonder how they got that way. I have seen and felt such before, but the circumstances are different: the people are different. In past case, it came from a history of such which was broken a generation ago. It is not that the person did not feel, but the person, no matter what, could not speak it to anyone. Past case was able to do, but not to say. In present case, I am not sure of the capability of doing, however, I am aware of the not saying.
Perhaps the one who issues the cold does not see the delivery nor may they be aware of their own actions/inactions. Invariably, there is a reason for the cold. The icy stillness has to affect them inside in order to show on the surface. The inside that is dark, cold, and alone or so it seems. From my perspective, it seems that it is something that they don’t want to talk about or can’t.
An attentive person can read such patterns whereas an inattentive person will dismiss them or become angered by them. Everyone has their closet and some, through time and experience, allow the contents to air so that they may be refreshed. Then again, one would require recognition of such closet contents to be able to air them. What happens if one recognizes it not and the monster continues its snore unabated? Unrecognized?
Could it be that it is not so much that a void has to be filled? I really don't know. However, if I had to guess, I think it would be more at ridding oneself of baggage that has yet to be claimed. Yes. Perhaps that is it. ~ Maggie ~ May 9, 2009 @ 7:05 p.m. EST
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