I sit here and ponder life in the area of have and want. First I look at what I have. Despite the fact that material is rather like a ball and chain, some of it serves a function. As for the rest, I look upon it and think that I could do without much of this as I do not see substantial benefit(s). Second I look at what I want. What I want is intangible. Therefore, how do I gain it? Do I already have it in some regard? The answer is yes. So now what?
Let your mind swim to that which encompasses it-- the all the nothing of the seamless patterns that seem like one--stretch of the imagination grasping headlong into what appears an abyss but not--where are you?
One twist can change much. One twist can alter patterns forever shifting them in a domino dimension. Falling and hurling at the speed of light.
What do I want? I don’t know. Perhaps it is the cake that I want to have and eat it too. I can’t say for sure, but then again maybe I can. Questions. Here lies the builder of the future...my future.
I do eye the schematics of what is and what could be and I realize that no decision is a decision by default. Ah, but the play...the characters who act out the roles in idealized form. I am but one. What is one's role? One's role touches many and hence we are the dominos. A twist from one will affect the many.
There are scenarios constantly running and the point is to be on top. Losing a game does not equate to a fall from the top. To this I realize and continue on. ~ Maggie ~ October 13, 2009 @ 4:23 p.m. EST
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