A play on words can be fun. Let's call it pun fun. Today's pun is Da Nile.
The Nile is a river that flows and provides water to the region that surrounds it. It is a life sustaining part of nature.
Denial is the failure or refusal to admit truth or the existence of something.
If you fail or refuse to admit truth of or the existence of something, are you not taking away from something that is a life sustaining part of one's own nature?
I question whether it is smarter to deny aspects or to realize them. Bah! The answer surely is realization. Then again, it is important to question the perspective that caused the realization. What is my perspective? Is it skewed? Perhaps. What data am I drawing from? Other then the present data, I draw from one event and the PERCEIVED incoming data at the time. Once reflected and written upon in logical and honest fashion, an answer was formed. This answer was then given life by way of words and given over for validation and acceptance as true and defined. My perceived data collecting was not erred in any form.
Although this event substantially differs from the last, it is my only point to draw from in regard to experience. The common factor in both events is my role of responsibility.
To say that I do not have confidence in self would be totally retarded as I have enough confidence in self for 10. However, I do not view my confidence as something that is drawn from the veneer or superficial nature of self as self does not lie there. Nay! Self lies within the confines of that which is viewed. Granted I view my superficial to be flawed in more ways than I care to imagine, yet I see beyond that and perhaps others do too. The glamour works its magick as it is supposed to. Here again, I am utilizing MY perspective.
My glamour is my inner and outer strength. However, I cannot deny that mush lies within my metal. A thief I am, but I liar, NEVER! To say that self cannot conquer any feat put in front of me would also be false as I am up to any challenge providing I see worth. Again, perspective plays a part. Would I climb a mountain or take a risk that is viewed as worthy? Hell yes.
Oh I see worth alright and I would venture risk, however, my incoming data will not allow me denial. As I am true to self, I will let my head roll. I place the odds at 98.99%. Regardless, my words must and will be spoken when it is appropriate as I cannot keep my mouth shut on any given occasion. That is part of my make-up. Whatever reaction my words draw, I know in my heart of hearts that I have at least spoke the truth. I cannot deny myself that right. Knees knocking, I will exude my bravado and pick up my head on the way out.
Only upon playing poker will I hold my cards close to my chest and don a poker face. It is only in THAT game where a bluff is made. ~ Maggie ~ August 23, 2008 @ 4:32 p.m. EST
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