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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

CONVERSATIONS BETWEEN MY EXPERIMENT AND SELF.

I CALL THIS “NEEDY” CONVERSATIONS.

You may notice that I am not very nice to him (cold as a witch’s left tit) and at the end I deny him and he buckles at my bark.  Too bad you couldn’t have borrowed John’s ears when he heard him whining on the phone (multiple times).  That man was so insecure he thought that I was fucking that kid as he sure wasn’t getting another piece of me.  John laughed at him as he heard everything that Randy was saying and Randy heard John laugh as I had him on speaker phone to further humiliate him.  I am so bad when I am bad.  Me thinks that it irked him that I told him I manipulated him and how.  Perhaps that is why he wanted his victory.

A gold digger would take this sucker for a buggy ride.  He THOUGHT he could buy me as he has money and was willing to take care of me.  As if I would let that happen.  I insulted him, his home, and his demeanor.  I told him that I would jump all over his leather couches and write on his walls in crayon.  He had agreed  so long as he didn’t have to watch.  LMFAO.  See what happens when I don’t love someone?  This kind of shit went on for three months before he buggered off.  I would not see him much less fuck him again.  Perhaps you will grasp the concept of poser.  Note that I had interviewed (but not even so much as smooched their lips) several doms/masters for information purposes to see how they tick.  They really don’t.  They usually have multiple subs as they are superficial people and to them it is PLAYING.  I don’t play which is the difference.  The one thing I did get from them including Randy boy here was RESPECT.  You will note within the dialogue that I DO NOT LOVE HIM and that I CANNOT even JUST sleep with him.  I laid it out...NO SPARK.  

Randy says (9:02 PM): hey
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:02 PM): yo
Randy says (9:03 PM): how was your day
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:03 PM):most excellent. how was yours?
Randy says (9:03 PM):long but good
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:03 PM):so now you are tired?
Randy says (9:03 PM): yes
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:03 PM):gee, how did I know.
Randy says (9:04 PM):shut up
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:04 PM):make me.
Randy says (9:04 PM):4 am to 8 pm is a long day let me
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:04 PM):you choose it. no. make me.
Randy says (9:04 PM): ok I will
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:04 PM):realize you can't do anything that I don't allow.
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:05 PM):that, my love, is the reality of it all.
Randy says (9:05 PM):I know as do you
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:05 PM):yuppers on that one.
Randy says (9:05 PM):so what now?
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:05 PM):what do you mean?
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:06 PM):are you eating green cheese or something?
Randy says (9:06 PM):If I were to arrive tomorrow afternoon would you greet me in the nude wearing only your collar?
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:06 PM):no. as I won't be here.
Randy says (9:07 PM):too bad for us
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:07 PM):Oh, it was an IF question. The answer is NO.
Randy says (9:07 PM):and if it was not an if ?
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:07 PM):It would still be no.
Randy says (9:07 PM):k
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:08 PM):You have not come that far to pull that kind of rank.
Randy says (9:08 PM):I do want to Own you
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:08 PM):Earn it.
Randy says (9:08 PM):wear a collar when I get there tomorrow
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:08 PM):I won't be here.
Randy says (9:09 PM):too bad for you
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:09 PM):Even if I were here, I wouldn't do it. Why too bad for me? I have no regret.
Randy says (9:10 PM):you want to be owned and I want to Own so too bad you are not there tomorrow night is all where are you tomorrow night?
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:11 PM):I see. Note you should be aware of: I would need to love you for you to have that absolute and it is not even absolute power over me. Do you understand me? I will be working on my car at the factory and then walking my gf so that she loses weight.
Randy says (9:12 PM):ok I understand good night princess
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:12 PM):goodnight dear.
Randy says (9:13 PM):call me if you like
Arachne - Watching You Tube says (9:13 PM):get off your ass and call me.
Randy: hi babe
Randy: you here?
Arachne: yeah
Randy: how have you been?
Arachne: I am watching this...http://bethe.cornell.edu/video1_large.html
Randy: what?
Arachne: click the damn link
Randy: ok
Arachne: ty
Randy: quatum I love it !!
Arachne: Cool. I did send you an invite to stumble upon. you will only get sites that you have interest in.
Randy: yes but I have no time
Arachne: too bad
Arachne: how is your ear?
Randy: for who?
Arachne: for you.
Randy: it’s still blocked but thanks for asking
Arachne: sorry to hear that
Randy: I am letting my body heal itself
Randy: lol funny
Arachne: sounds good
Randy: what are you doing?
Randy: tonight?
Randy: tonight?
Arachne: watching that vid. before that I was watching a dvd Along Came a Spider.
Randy: ok
Arachne: you?
Randy: I need a hug
Arachne: HUG
Randy: yes
Arachne: :D
Arachne: there you go
Randy: not so good
Arachne: no?
Randy: ty
Arachne: yw
Randy: I want a hug from you a eal one
Randy: real
Arachne: why?
Randy: just need your hug]
Randy: ok
Randy: may I cum over?
Arachne: well if you ask "may I cum [sic] over," I assume you know how to get here.
Randy: I need some directions
Randy: Mags
Randy: what does SIC mean?
Arachne: it means that you spelled it incorrectly and as I am quoting you, I am showing that it is your spelling mistake.
Arachne: it is used in term papers.
Randy: ok
Randy: want to wake up with me ?
Randy: yes or no?
Arachne: you have to find my spark.
Randy: ok
Randy: we can talk about it in bed no sex
Arachne: so you have stated.
Randy: yes or no?
Arachne: I can't sleep with you for reasons previously stated.  I don’t love you.
Randy: call me
Arachne: call you what? turkey? lol
Randy: NOW
Arachne: you call me.
Arachne: your fingers still work right?
Randy: call me
Arachne: you call me.
Arachne: get off your ass and call me.
Randy: bitch
Arachne: ty
Arachne: I hear the ring

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