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Thursday, December 31, 2009

FOR LOVE

There is nothing one won’t do save to hurt self beyond recognition.

The sun (Sol) came out and stated “your mate” to which I did not reply to her labeling of the status.  How now she comes to this assumption?  Dost she assume what is not or does she see what may someday be?  YES.  Perhaps she did see.  Tis I that use the word as thus to mean thus and no more nor no less.  Tis value!  Alas, I request to know where value lies–not in ties dyed and dried left for the wind and nothing more.  Her invite to 26 has been noted and shall not be forgotten.

Do you see?  How far is thy sight?  Tis naught what I would hope for, but it is what it is.  Values have been questioned and confusion lays in its wake with conflicting data–mind messed in a matter of sorts.  Nay to potato.  Free me as I be.  Whatever I may be and whenever I may be.  Sorrow has no time in these parts as I will save that for others of lesser means and values.  Tis for pity’s sake and no more.  I do question if that is my sake as well.  If for my sake as well, then I recognize it not, but note that I shall not allow myself to walk in those shoes.   

The level has changed and I am pleased.  I saw and see things differently, but nevertheless conflicting.  Naturally occurring in more ways than one.  I saw and see shadows of love elegantly displayed and wonderfully executed.  My heart bleeds in ways that I presently allow, but let it be as it may for now or until the tide turns.  From here I borrow from my past. ~ Maggie ~ Penned on December 30, 2008 prior to midnight - edited this night 12/31/08.

Once again, I remind my stalker to fuck off and to get a real life.  Your behavior makes me not give a rat’s ass about you.  If I hurt you at this point, ask me if I care.  I DON’T GIVE A FLYING FUCK so deal with it.  I had heart (past tense) for your situation, but no more.  Said The Raven: “NEVERMORE.” - E.A. Poe

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