I did love you, but alas I am now but a reflection of you. The image (behavior) you have shown me is now MINE. I claim it in words and deeds. What matter would it be if the mirror reflected back to you what you portray? Should the image looking back at you be more than what you yourself contain? Me thinks not. Granted, there are mirrors that reflect back greater than what is and that is rewarding and inflating to you is it not? However, how pretentious is it? In the end, what is gained in the reality of it all? Might I say that fools CHOOSE not to see reality and I am no fool.
Is there anything lost? Am I losing anything? NO. What was given was given freely of my free will. I only rescind what is in my power and right to rescind. Adjustments have been made along the way in this learning experience, but in truth I saw the light from the start in the form of “warning” signs. My journal verifies all as does the analysis. In my free will, the blind eye (which is not really blind, but was more at feeling things out) is open and has spoken. In my focus, I stated TRUTH and only truth. When a behavior is detrimental, change the behavior pattern. When a behavior goes unrewarded, cease the behavior. Why be self defeating? It is dumb to be so. Adaption and/or self-modification are handy tools in this lovely game of life.
Over all, at least I can say “I care” for you just as much as you care for me. As only you know how much you care for me, you now have a gage in which to assume my care. Rest assured that I will equal you. That being said, have you lost anything?
In the end, all things being equal, you will have to live with the reflection in the mirror and the true reflection is that of SELF when looking past the image. Images are illusions and that is my firm belief as what lies without is not necessarily what lies within. ~ Maggie ~ February 16. 2009 @ 8:07 p.m. EST.
No comments:
Post a Comment