This PARTICULAR blog will be deleted in two day's time. On the morrow is mummy's birthday and that will make two out of three days post. I bend, but fuck breaking. My silence will speak loudly to you both. Be thee villainous as Iago in form and thou shalt bleed of thine own making. If experience escapes you, read Othello.
Should I care about the names that are being doled out at me? Hell, that is my life's norm. Berate her...try to make her feel like shit...say things to hurt her...hell, just hurt her. Guess what? I don't feel. Due to life and my own understanding of self, I can shut off any and all feelings. The crown of ice princess is there for reason...you gave it to me via conditioning and I have adopted it. I can and will shut you out. If it were up to you, my ass would be placed in a corner to collect dust. After all this time...LEARN! I did not die when driven mad by the insanity of my life. The numerous suicide attempts and situations that I placed myself in have not killed me. NAY! THEY HAVE MADE ME STRONGER and I thank you for that. If you want to try and destroy me, do so and see if I care.
TO NIX
Cold is a place I am very familiar with and I can go there as you well know as I have had years of practice. You can't hurt me as you have done too much already. My past is my mirror and it is something that I rely on for strength. Therefore, fuck you. I don't need you or anyone. NEED is for the needy. Do you think for a second that I do not see the collaboration? Do you think me to be that stupid? Guess again and remember how I play. I will follow through and you will be the one to break not me. ~ Maggie ~ Sept. 2, 2008 @ 9:13 p.m. EST
BTW, I don't go to funerals as they are bogus. So ask me if I care about that too. Oh, happy birthday to you both. Before I forget, I heard the lies that were told and I have kept my mouth shut about what I know. However beware. I leave that as my warning. Again, remember I am good at the follow through. THINK.
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